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2010-02-05T21:05:00.000-08:00

Time to update about the Hong Kong Trip I went. Im gonna try my best to remember about it coz its been a week since i got back from there. If you wanna see more pictures, just go to my facebook because its quite a lot of pictures.

Day 1

Went to the airport really early! I woke up around 6am+ and on that night i slept at 4am+ because i was finishing my assignments. When my family and i reached Terminal 3, we had breakfast there. And then off to the inside of T3 which i never go before. The inside is quite nice but my mum insisted we go to our flight gate as soon as possible. We didnt get to look around much inside. When i went in the Airbus A380, I sat with Ima, there's an entertainment system and TV for each of us. We went to search what movies and games are available. We planned what to watch and after take off, we went to watch BandSlam! Its a really nice movie, and looking at my sisters being on an airplane for the first time was hilarious. When we reached Hong Kong, we planned to take the train to tsim sha tsui which is where our hotel is. But this guy came to us and explained to us that if the 6 of us take the train, it'll be more costly and he can send us straight to the hotel for 500 HK which is cheaper than the 6 of us taking the train. The journey there took about 30 minutes. The scenery there was really nice. Filled with hills and cold mist. Once we reached and check-in to the hotel, we had to change to another room because the room they gave us was the wrong one. we got a room that has two bed and a nicer bathroom. The TV there was really awesome! Its connected to a CPU which enables us to go online using the TV and a wireless keyboard! We spent the whole day sleeping because everybody slept late the night before.

Day 2

We went out an got some breakfast at a near-by macdonalds. Its very hard to find halal food there. We just ate fillet-o-fish. The funny part was when we sat down to eat at macs, my dad ask me to order for him Ice Milo! I was like "Hong Kong where got MILO!!!" We had a good time laughing about it after that. Then we went to walk around and see all the near-by shops and malls. We met my cousins who were having their holidays there too. Abang Man, Kak wani and darwish. After meeting them, we proceeded to Hong Kong island via ferry and bus. That is where we went to the Peak and Madame Tussauds. Taking pictures with the wax figure celebrities was really fun! We did all kinds of funny pose. After that fun experience, we went to the mall there to go to the Hard Rock Cafe shop. Bought a few things there. Then we just slacked around there and the funny part is that its already cold there, we went to get ice cream-.-. Then we had indonesian food there. I still can't believe that there's indonesian food in HK! It was really yummy. After that, my sisters and my dad decided to go back to the hotel because they were too tired while my mum, my cousins and i went to this place called the Ladies Market. Its like Bugis street with cheaper stuff. Its like petaling street in KL but even cheaper. Got a lot of things there! Shoes, shirts, jackets, wristbands and itouch cover! :D

Day 3(Disneyland!!!)

We took a train to Sunny bay, and then we took the mickey train to Disneyland. When we reached Disneyland station, every single detail about the place has a mickey logo. Its like there's soo much hidden mickey! After taking pics, we went to get the tickets and enter Disneyland itself. Felt like a kid again. Just gonna summarise the whole day, went for almost all the rides. My favourite would be the Space Mountain. Its like an indoor rollercoaster just like how Escape Theme Park used to have but better! Our faces during the ride was really EPIC! Went to take pictures with a lot of different disnye characters. Wanted to take pictures with Mickey and Minnie but the queue was super long. The Mickey ice-cream there was really nice! its an ice cream shaped like mickey mouse. YUMMY! If only singapore would sell such things. Went to watch alot of shows too. Like the Lion King show and the Mickey mouse 3D magic. All awesome shows and at night, there's a fireworks show. Its really nice and the fireworks was syncronised with the music. After that, we went to get a few stuff from the gift shop. I got this disney coins that they pressed from a normal coin and printed mickey characters on it. Its really cool! After the tiring day, we went to eat indian food. Its really nice but quite expensive.

Day 4

We all woke up late and went out late. We went to watch the city lights show. It was really nice and the lights were really beautiful. After watching the spectacular lights, we went walking around and did some shopping. After that it was indian food again-.-. This time it was at a different place and the food wasn't as good as the first one. I didnt eat till i was full because the food wasn't that nice. We went to Ben n Jerry's which was near to our hotel. We bought two tubs of different flovours. One was cookies and cream and another one was...i forgot but it was really nice! My sisters ate the cookies and creams really fast! They didn't even leave any of it for me.

Day 5(last day)
I can tell we still haven't had enough of Hong Kong yet. I woke up early just to go Uniqlo which was opposite of our hotel. I went there with my mum. Bought a few things. I bought one red and white and grey checkered jacket. Its my new favourite jacket now! I can tell we were quite sad to be leaving Hong Kong. But at the same time, I missed all my loved ones like my friends in Singapore. When we reached Singapore airport, Cicik and Uncle Slamat came to fetched us and shared many stories with them. I was really tired from the trip and went to sleep early that night.

Don't wanna try no more.

2009-12-31T23:30:00.000-08:00

Just wanna wish HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! :D

I got a few things in mind for 2010. Resolutions i guess.
1) Get better GPA for school.
2) Never neglect your family for what they have done for you.
3) Stop hurting yourself or get yourself hurt because you deserve to be happy
4) Be strong for yourself
5) and more...

There's a few things i wanna say but i choose not to say it here.

Yesterday's new year's celebration with next avenue friends was really awesome. I never fail to laugh when i'm with them. Thanks to all of you guys aights. You know who you are. 2009 has been filled with alot of ups and downs. I'm not gonna say which is greater than the other. Its all in the past now. I knew things would change. Been having stupid dreams that i dont wanna make a big fuss about. I wanna say thanks to all the new friends i've made in 2009 and also the friends that i have for a memorable 2009. I love all of you.

I'll suffer in silence.

2009-12-07T06:15:00.000-08:00

Just wanna create a special post for some important people:)

Happy Birthday Kage! Welcome to the club of 18 year olds. Hope u like the present that your bros is gonna get for you. Better apply for driving license soon bro:D

Back2Square1, its been awesome slacking with you guys. These few days was really awesome and EA Skate is one superb game to play. I manage to survive this day despite having 2 hours of sleep. Hope to perform and be in gigs real soon guys.

To Sarah Afiqa , enjoy your jailbroken itouch, songs and movies. Hope you enjoy your trip to europe for 13 days. Come back in one piece and look after yourself when you're there. Thanks for the post and here's mine to you. Good luck for your assignments too alright?:D

Tomorrow would be the only term test im sitting for. Hope it'll be a do-able paper for me. I don't feel very good but i just have to keep going. After that its holidays for me! Got a few things in mind i wanna get done during the holidays. Soo in need for holidays right now.

How do you think i feel?

2009-11-28T23:05:00.000-08:00

Finally got an iTouch!
I got it for $445. It includes charger,silicon cover and screen protector. It quite a good deal coz in the apple store, they selling it at 468 with nothing given. pathetic right? I got the deal at the IT show at expo. Kage bought it the day before me. He got the better charger than me!-.- If you could see in the picture, there's a computer mouse also. I bought that at expo too. It's been awesome soo far. I got it for around $22. Anyways, i downloaded lots of stuff on my itouch. Can't believe my songs is ard 6GB plus. If i were to get the 8 GB itouch, i don't think it'd be enough for me. Glad i got the 32 GB. Thanks Ayah for giving me the extra money to buy the itouch:D Gonna JB it on monday:)

i miss you alot. Hearing you out was soo hard for me.

2009-11-24T19:46:00.000-08:00

Can't wait for the Holidays to begin! Two more weeks more. Been soo stressed with assignments and deadlines but with the help of awesome friends, I manage to pull it through. Did the minesweeper programming in two days! Thanks guys for helping me with it but manage to do most of it myself. I felt soo relieved once my game got to work. Its like an accomplishment that i get to program my own game for once. Been staying in school till almost 9 pm everyday but i guess it was all worth it.

Few things happened. Passed my BTT! Its kinda old news but oh well... Gonna do my FTT when the holidays starts. Can't wait to drive around freely. Got a few people that booked me to drive them around but only special chosen ones that will get to experience it. Chey!

It Fair is coming soon and im hoping to buy an itouch then or maybe the day after IT fair to see if there is better deals. Coz i found a place that sells 32 GB itouch for $415. Good deal i guess.

I think i got a few things planned for the holidays and yet, i have yet to do the few test before that and im already planning for my holidays. Awesome~~

Back2Square1 is officially back again and hope to jam once again soon. We're starting to play a lot of All Time Low songs. OH YEAH! Before i forget, may irfan's skateboard Rest In Peace in the big longkang near ITE simei. Thats what you get for being stubborn!-.-

She's soo lost in stereo.

2009-11-01T06:22:00.000-08:00

Had and awesome day and night with adylarh sweetie today! Key locations that we went. Popeyes>>Airport T3>>T1>>T2>>>Swensens and then downtown east!

First we went to airport to eat popeyes! Both had tenders and she finally started to eat the biscuit with jam. Before this, she just ate it by itself without the jam. Nicer kan adylarh? Then we went around airport from T3 to T1 to T2. T1 and T2's viewing mall is under renovation -.-. We just kept on walking around and talked alot. When we reach T2, after walking around, we went to eat ice cream at swensens! Guess what!!! Adylarh likes chocolate crunch too! I introduced to her and she loved it:D. After that we were wondering where to go. We just spontaneously decided to go downtown east. I kinda knew she wanted to bowl because i know how much she loves to bowl. When we came there, we decided to just book a lane and within a few minutes, we got one lane for us!

I actually played very well this time. The picture above is the scores for our first game. Our 2nd game, i got 133 and she gt 129 and on the second game i got turkey!(three strikes in a row). I guess she really is my lucky charm. She's pretty good and can curl the ball! That really impressed me. Overall, i really had fun today. Really enjoyed spending time with you adylarh. We'll meet up for dinner this week kay since orang tu ngah ader one week holiday:P

specially in green for you. Hands fits perfectly. Smiles fill my day with happiness. I <3 you.>

2009-10-31T19:12:00.000-07:00

Found photos of myself when i was younger. Brings back alot of memories. I was soo fair! I looked like a playful kid but i know i wasn't a bad kid when i was younger. I was a quiet kid. Used to be soo timid and didn't dare to talk to anybody that i do not know. But looking back, my childhood was a memorable and i wouldn't change anything about my childhood. Its fun to be clueless and learn new things when you're a kid. Where you can never see complicated problems and just have fun every single day. Oh well...

2009-10-25T08:56:00.000-07:00

Its been awhile. A lot of things happened. First things first. BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!!! Thanks to all my friends that wished me and celebrated my birthday with me. I really had an awesome time with u guys.

A few key points of my birthday celebrations.

-Played pool at bugis

-spent more time at bugis;)

-got a preview birthday bash at bugis which is when jonathan and kage wrapped me and taufiq with the plastic wrapper thing. I swear it doesn't feel good at all. Made a couple of new friends as well:D

-Made our way to esplanade while dancing to the chorus of "sorry sorry" over and over again.

-Had a second birthday bash which involves my face covered with cake.

-Cake was awesome guys!

-Had a third birthday bash which involves me getting tied up and wrapped on a tree at esplanade. How epic it was.

-Spent time with my family on my birthday itself.

-played and bet on blackjack with family members.

-Had a 2nd outing with friends.

Had the 4th and last birthday bash which was to walk from somerset to dhoby ghaut...BLINDFOLDED!

-Thanks for that wonderful idea syirah-.-

All in all, IT was a very meaningful 18th birthday for me. I will never forget all of this. Thanks again friends. Really appreciate it. I still wanna get an itouch!!

Yesterday,spend the whole afternoon and evening with sweet Adylarh. It was very fun and manage to find out alot of things we had in common. Im glad i got to bring you to places that you didnt get the chance to go:D

Im gonna break down these walls i build around myself.

2009-10-03T08:22:00.000-07:00

Currently listening to common denominator by justin bieber. Wanted to post the lyrics up but was too lazy. I just wanna dedicate this song to you.(you know who you are)

IMYSM!

2009-10-02T05:03:00.000-07:00

Few things happened during these few weeks. Firstly colspah outing!! I really had fun during the potluck picnic in marina barrage. Im really glad that everyone adored my nuggets and fried chicken that i brought for the picnic. Thanks to my grandma for helping me marinate the chicken and my parents for paying for it. Watched a few of them played twister,UNO and taiti. Can't believe they actually bet when playing taiti using MY cards!!! Camwhored,camwhored and camwhored! Then we went to play pool at bugis. Its quite expensive to play there but the environment and the stuff there is in good condition, plus the sofa is SOOOO comfy! We booked two tables and the total at the end of the day is $40. Quite expensive but once u share the amount with a number of people, it wont seem soo expensive already:D

Today, we(kage, johnathan, taufiq and me) went prawning! It was a first for me. i was actually not that confident in getting any prawn at all. We went prawning at AMK area. its $30 for 3 hours for one rod. Its quite affordable. i was really surprise on my prawning skills! the first one i caught wasn't that big. the second one was really big! I think its the biggest prawn i've ever caught since it was my first time. I lost count of how many prawns i've caught. Its really an experience. It was really fun!:D

I listened to the new mayday parade album called "Anywhere but here" and paramore new album called "Brand New Eyes". Both awesome albums! I keep on listening to mayday parade's new album because their lyrics are simply very meaningful. I notice that they like to use "Jersey" and "Vegas" in their lyrics because both the previous album and the new one has those words in their song lyrics.

Well,Im just thinking of buying an itouch. I wanna get the 16gb itouch!:D *hint hint*

P/s: im gonna turn 18 in 8 days time!!

Im sorry for my mistakes. I wanna focus on only you.

You're my only priority. I promise never to leave you and i'm sticking to it.

2009-09-19T01:53:00.000-07:00

Last day of puasa!!!

I just recently dyed my hair. I dyed it light brown base with blondish highlights. I swear i will never highlight my hair at the salon i dyed at. Its soo fucking painful!! They used this rubber thing dat fits tightly on ur head. Then they pluck out ur hair strand by strand,patch by patch and then dye it. The plucking of the hair part is soo fucking painful and the rubbing thing is soo tight on ur head. I thought that usually people highlight their hair using the aluminium foil method. but this is method is really unusual and i dont recommend anyone trying it!

IITSC camp.

It was really fun but experiencing the camp while fasting takes it to a whole new level. I cant believe i still fast the whole 3 days of the camp because there's alot of running invovled during the camp. But overall quite fun. Got to make new friends and i think because of final clash,everybody will remember me as how i tackled taufiq. Sorry bro:)

I went JB yesterday with my dad. We went to do some modifications to the car. We installed sid lips and some body kit stuff,changed a few front lights to a brighter one and my dad decided to put the transformers autobots logo in front of the car. It has lights on it soo when my dad switched on his front lights,the logo willl be lighted. At first i find it super funny but after the installation,it looked quite cool. All the modifications we did on the car in JB is quite cheap! Im gonna get to drive it around once i get my lisence! WOOHOO!

Then we break fast at Angsana mall. I get to buy new Vans shoes. Its a leather black slip-on shoe. We ate at kenny rodgers yesterday. We joke2 around with the waiter as he was super blur.

Got to catch-up with my dad and went back home after that.

Since Hari Raya is tomorrow,i have a few words to say(sorry if some of it is in malay.)

I would like to wish everyone Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir Dan Batin. I would like to apologize everyone that includes family and friends,if i ever did something wrong to you or hurt you in any way. I wish i could take all those wrong doings back. I hope you will forgive my past mistakes.

2009-09-01T02:03:00.000-07:00

Its been quite a while since i last blogged. I'm trying to just blog because im soo freaking bored now. The holidays have started for me and I have a lot of free time on my hands. Why isn't many people free??

Well, there's officially no more Back2Square1. I dont wanna talk much about it but i guess its for the better of all the members of B2S1. Gonna miss jamming alot but what to do right?

Recently, I went for my secondary school's Teachers Day celebration. I swear people go there not to see teachers but old friends and ex-classmates. Most of them changed alot till I could not even recognise some of them. Im soo jealous marcus got his driving liscense. We all get to catch up with one another and watched the teacher's day performance. It was overall quite okay. Got me thinking about my secondary school days and how we used to perform during these kind of events. After that i went straight home because i was super tired coz i didn't get much sleep the day before. Probably like abt 2-3 hours of sleep?

Fasting month also has started and I think im handling it quite well...i guess? Im glad my holidays are till 19 oct so that i could celebrate the whole of hari raya to the fullest and also hope to celebrate my birthday too. Hope you guys remember my birthday when it comes aight?

If i could have one wish,i would really want you to be mine. Its hard to get over you but i tried and failed miserably. I really love you soo much. I hope you know that and would think about me when i think of you. Its hard not being able to tell you how much i love you everyday but i promise i'll be strong and be here for you every step of the way. I'll be waiting for you still...

2009-08-07T07:38:00.000-07:00

G.I. JOE is definitely a must-watch movie. Its a treat for all action movie fans and i bet there's gonna be a part two of this movie. Eventhough some parts of the movie are quite predictable, overall awesome movie. Went to watch it just now after school with Kage,Justin,Taufiq,How Guan,View and Syirah.

Im gonna take this whole weekend off and just try to enjoy myself and take my mind off things. Its been soo stress lately with submissions and presentations. School's gna be over in about two weeks more! Gonna have holiday from 24th August till 19th October which means....I can have a huge celebration for my birthday and celebrate hari raya!

Been addicted to Mayday Parade's A Lesson In Romantics album. some of their songs are really meaningful. I think their signature parts that made them unique is the vocals.

I miss doing alot of things I wanna do. But not all things are fair in this world. To whom it may concern, I really miss you and love you.

I miss those lips that made me fly.

2009-08-01T12:20:00.000-07:00

I just got back from going to a pub with my dad. I absolutely have to blog about this experience. Its nothing much to brag about arh. I came back at around 3+ and decided to blog when i came back. Firstly, the pub was around orchard tower area. I'm really not amaze by the amount of white people there. There's this one guy who was outside the pub area texting and suddenly this....prostitute(?) came to him and just grope him. She whispered to him something and i heard him say to her,"u just lead the way and i'll follow". In the end,the guy just forgets about the lady and just continue texting. HAHAHAHA! Once i went in the pub, my uncle was already playing. They played a couple of old classic rock songs and popular old songs. They're really good. Sound was perfect. I just figured out why you need to be 18 to get in a pub. Its not because of the set up or anything. Partly the drinks served and also...the drunkards! I was just laughing to myself observing how people act when they're drunk. There's this bunch of caucasian males wearing camo-design shirts and stuff. They were all really drunk and at first,there's this two middle-aged white women dancing in front of the stage and being all drunk. Then the group of white guys just went to them and dance with them. One guy was soo drunk,he wore a women's dress to the pub. Everyone was laughing when we saw him. He still can give people high-5s and cheering and whatnots. The nightlife is really like a totally different world. I just got a taste of it. I don't think im the type of guy that would club...but maybe go to pubs and check out live bands.

Been watching alot of this show called "How I Met Your Mother" and also "Friends". Both really good and entertaining show! Talking about that, lets talk about the new Harry Potter movie. It has alot of talking. It is a good show in terms of effects and all. But very little action for this movie compared to other Harry Potter movies. I heard that they cut off some parts that was originally from the book and some of the parts that they cut is really the interesting ones. Who am i to judge right?

Im listening to Dream Theatre's new album called Black Clouds & Silver Linings. They're really one awesome and greatest bands in terms of skill and rock music. I love the way they take their old songs' beat and riffs and try to fit it into their new songs. Classic!

well that's it...its gonna be 4 am now and i don't feel sleepy yet!-.-
I guess im gonna watch a few shows before i sleep.
Goodnight peeps!

should I or should I not?

2009-07-08T03:55:00.000-07:00

Just gonna post some of the events that happened in my life.
Last week i sent my aunt to china cozz she's gonna be there for about 6months-1 year. I'm sure gonna miss her alot coz she's the one that always bring me out and would introduce me to new exciting places that she know that I can go there with my friends or with my baby. I would complain to her about my mum and she will talk to me about it. Now i cant do that anymore except for in msn but i wouldnt wanna bother her and her life there. Do take care of urself yeah dearest aunty!

Went out with baby yesterday and i must say that it was the more than just a perfect day for me. Can't stop smiling when i saw her. It felt like as if its been soo long since we last met. I went to fetch her. Saw halina with her and said hi! then we headed her home where she changed and straight away went to simei coz we were very hungry! We ate long john silver and the counter lady kept calling everyone darling and sayang. She would shout her order across the counter to the kitchen and it wasn't that far even. I guess she wanna be a singer soo much but she's stuck to this job. Pity.

After we ate,we went to popular coz baby wanted to buy some stuff. Its cute how she would see something pink and would give me this look and say"hmm....should i get this?:P". Soo cute! After all of that,we went to buy chocolate pancake and a drink and sat down somewhere near eastpoint. We had a long chat about how our home is gonna be and the piants of the wall and also the furniture. It was a fun and lovely chat that we had. I fallen in love with her all over again. Its fun to talk about the future okay!

RESULTS!
Computer maths-A
Programming & problem Solving-B+
Communication skills-B+
Web design-C+
Intro to Computer Games-D+(coz it was all about gaming history and questions were complicated!)

Thats all for now. Gonna play prototype real soon! Anyone knows where to get cheap friends VCD. I would like to watch season 8 please? Online vids are quite slow.

All i ever wanted was you.

2009-06-05T08:38:00.000-07:00

I guess i should blog now. I know its been long since i last updated. Got a couple of events to update u guys with.

Firstly, wanna talk about yestreday's class outing! It was a haircut/bugis outing. What a unique outing. Nobody would have thought of a haircut outing right? Anyways, firstly met shaun and justin at simei mrt and then went to pasir ris. Then met view,nico,kage,syirah and howguan. we all ate KFC and talked alot of craps and laughters. Then we went to loyang point to have our haircuts done. I had a huge dilemma if i should cut my hair and what style should i do it. Kage and shaun decided to dye their hair. They rich what....HAHAHAH! Their new hair colour turned out to be really nice! I wanna dye my hair in another colour but still deciding what colour i should dye it. Any rocommendations? At last i cut my hair along with howguan. Everyone looked great after the haircut. I just cut it short and cut my fringe even shorter coz its starting to get irritating. After the my haircut, everybody said i looked neater and some even say like no change...Thanks u guys....

Then we were off to bugis! Howguan didnt follow us coz he had to go to a stupid concert. HAHAHAHA! We met heng guang there. After being there till late, i wanna cash out money near raffles hospital coz was late to go home and wanted to take cab home. I was rushing there and like ran all the way to the hospital coz there was an atm there. I had to check my temperature coz i wanna go in the hospital lobby in order to cash out money which i think it was stupid. then suddenly my temperature was 38 degrees. I was like WTF???? Then the stupid security guard say if ur having a fever,u must be quarantine u know....I was like forget it arh. I just cash out money from bugis junction. I was damn pissed man. Why would they wanna check the people who would just wanna cash out money from the fucking atm which is INSIDE the hospital which i think was really unrealistic that it was inside and the people outside cant use it? Overall,i enjoyed the outing and had alot of laughs all because of kage! We should have another one aight!

Today,went out with baby and my sisters. It was a tiring yet great and fun day for all of us. Went to far east plaza coz there was sleeq's album promo. Album's called "ClassiQ". Baby and me bought the album for my sisters because they were hardcore fans of sleeq. Hope u will enjoy the album u guys! There was also like a band competition going on. They were all not that bad. Some were outstanding and some were okay arh....Got me thinking about my band and gigs. How i wish we have another gig experience soon. Just miss the old days where the whole band were all hyped up to jam. Well...soo much for hoping. I want the old Back2Square1 back please! Then after the whole thing, my parents sent baby back. Hope u enjoyed the trip back baby! Sorry for all the unexpected jokes happening in the car.HAHAHAHA

Goals for the holiday:-
-go out alot and enjoy with my bros and baby!
-lose weight and work out!
-try to have a video cover
-try to cover more songs with the whole band!

thats it you guys! Feeling hip-hop-ish right now. Peace!

I can't see the world without your love.

2009-05-15T16:57:00.000-07:00

Webcam pics!

:D

2009-04-21T03:59:00.000-07:00

Happy 1 and half year anniversary my darling<3

to my dearest selynna,

You are the love of my life. You really do complete me. You make me smile when im down. You give me comfort when i need it. I really wanna last forever with you baby. Nothing can break us apart. I will never forget the times we had with one another. Can't believe we're 18 months together. I guess time moves fast when you're in love. I will always love you soo soo much. I can't imagine what life is without you.

I Love You Selynna Norhisham.

2009-04-18T21:58:00.000-07:00

Its soo long since i last posted. Alot has happened since i last posted. Much to blog about i guess. but sadly,no pics at the moment guys.

Firstly, Back2square1 gig!
It was the best performance we had ever! The best thing is that we shot the performance(thanks to baby). It was the best perfect way to end the best holiday i'd ever had. First all of my bros came to my house late. I was practicing last minute guitar playing for awhile. Warming up my fingers for the performance i guess. Then,they all ate mee goreng at my house coz my grandmum cooked some for them. Then we're off to club 6! We took a cab there from my house. Once we reached,i saw ein and burnt. Chatted with them for awhile. Ein kept talking about her new shoes. HAHAHA! Then we went in the club. Saw a few bands performed. Then it was our turn. The minute the "host" called out "Back2Square1", baby screamed"WOOH!". I swear my heart was racing. Was really nervous but i tried not to show it. We set up and all. Tested out the sound. I got to use the marshall amp! Zach was jealous but he gt to use the line 6 amp. Then, we started with the performance. Baby said that when we played,everyone stopped to watch us perform. It was a great feeling. After face down,we decided to play an extra two songs which wasnt planned. It was girl on queen street and international you day. I was kinda nervous when i had to sing coz it was my first time i played guitar and sing at the same time in a performance.
After the whole thing,we went out. It was sad that louisse,courtney and dexy had to go off early though. After sending them off,we went to play pool at our normal place. It was soo much fun. Then it was daytona! Aide was soo unlucky,he got the daytona machine dat wasnt working.HAHAHA! After that was bugis then we sent baby home and zach,ipan and me went to watch Fast and Furious 4. It was reeally good! It doesnt have much races but there's alot of car action sequence and went the nissan skyline was hit and exploded,zach and i was screaming "OUCH!"

Another recent highlight is the TP's infocomm and IT achool's orientation!
First day was okay. Played a couple of ice breaker games. Get to know one another. Cheered and cheered and cheered. Then, we had mass dance. GET(gaming and entertainment technology) mates were alot of guys. There's only like 9 girls? Don't worry,k syg. I wont go for anybody but you. At night was nightwalk! or should i say haunted house/classes! I went for 2/3 haunted house coz i had to leave early as my dad was waiting to pick me up. The second day was the best! I love the dry/wet games. The whole class of C236 bonded! I like the human fooseball! I think i was the hero for my class that time coz i won for our class 2 goals once i became the striker. Then,we sabo-ed the OLs(instructers) that made us wet. Me and my new friends did it and it was soo fun! The third day was quite fun too. Cheered like crazy! Even though our school didnt win,im still proud of our seniors for doing their best. We,the next batch, will try our best to beat business school in regatta next year. Regatta is an event that tp has for dragonboat and inter-school activities and competitions. We were suppose to end at 6. But the OLs had to debrief us abt somethings and talk to us. We gt cool stuff like laptop bag,file and many more. After that, baby fetched me in a cab and she treat me to swensens. Thank you soo much syg and sorry for being late,k baby. I bought her a wallet for our 1 and half year anniversary. Cant believe we're 1 and half years being together. I guess time moves really fast when you're in love.

My school time-table is both good and bad. Monday is the best day for me coz it starts at 9am and ends at 12pm. Friday sucks for me coz i start school at 9am till 6pm. What to do. Things u have to do in a poly life.

Going to take my guitar back from aide's house later. Then maybe after that going to play lan. I wanna learn to play left for dead coz im like left out from my batch conversations coz all of them know abt that game. Well....gotta go!

I've had the best 1 and the half years with you baby.
I wanna last forever with you.
I love you in every single way.

2009-04-11T20:41:00.000-07:00

Check out Back2Square1's video performance @ Club 6!

Videos
Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings
Dammit - Blink 182
Come Home Soon - Saw Loser
You're On Fire - MxPx
Face Down - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Girl On Queen Street - Plain Sunset
International You Day - No Use For A Name

2009-04-04T21:36:00.001-07:00

Thanks baby for this awesome shoe!

Baby bought it for me at Fareast plaza. We went searching for my shoe like for about 45 mins or so and sometimes,we caught ourselves walking in circles! I also bought a polo-shirt coz i think i might be working at john little's sale at expo. Not been confirmed yet but most probably. Come by and visit me peeps! Anyways,there was this guy that works for I-models agency which s a scam agency that tapped my shoulder and told me and baby dat we were lucky to get "noticed" by him. before he could ay anything more after introducing himself,i cut him off and said dat i've heard abt u guys and sorry...not interested. The guy is also the same guy that stopped baby last year or beginning of the year. People,If there's a guy from I-models agency approach to u,don't feel soo big fuck and say yes to him coz its a scam. I feel soo bad dat we didnt get to find baby's school bag. We'll find it the next time we go out,k sayang:D.

Poly is coming soon and i dont know if i am excited for it. Partly excited and partly not coz im soo adjusted to having the holiday mood. Im surely gonna miss the holidays when the semester starts coz i had the best holiday ever. with bros and my baby.

I love my girlfriend!<3

2009-03-26T04:08:00.000-07:00

for tickets and info.
please tag me and for the ones who know my number,kol me.
Please support Back2Square1!!

2009-03-16T21:32:00.000-07:00

Pictures from baby's chalet!

Had so much fun!

The best party and weekend and sleepover ever!
to the people that missed it,too bad...

2009-03-09T05:29:00.000-07:00

Jamming with back2square1 has been CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY!

Two more days to baby's birthday!

Four more days to the best party ever!

Things have been nothing but the best. Cant wait to give baby her presents! Cant wait for the awesome party that only selected people get to go. You should be honoured if you're invited. If you're not,ouch....

NEWS FLASH!
back 2 square 1 is appearing in a gig in april.
Enquiries will be informeed soon.
It should be on 11 april at club 6.

Today was a tiring day for me. Went out with herman to get some poly admin stuff done. But surprisingly, I woke up early today. Went for checkup as it was compulsory. They had urine test and all. HAHAHA! Got the check-up results after everything was done as i was really healthy and fit! Then went home. At about 12,herman came to my house. We went to eat LJS at simei. Then headed for TM coz he wanted to windowshop. I told him this 'if u go window shopping,you'll feel the pain of having no money to buy anything. But he still insisted-.-. At last, Im the one who bought some things! Bought four shirts at cotton-on for 2 for $30. WOOHOO! gonna use that for poly and some for baby's party!

Then took his medical forms at a place called SATA at chai chee road which is near ping yi sec. I saw alot of poly students making last minute check-ups. Just like me. Cheers procrastinators! After that went to TP straight! Once reached TP,i saw some familiar faces from my secondary school. About 4 people in total. All were from express classes. Awkward i guess. But i dont care coz i don't quite know them. Some of them still have the same stupid hairstyle. Went exploring TP with herman. I explored to every type of school except for engineering. Business school has its own cheers and canteen! When i stepped into design school, there's a showcase of the students works. All of them were outstanding! I went to Infocomm and IT school which was where my course is. They have great fascilities! Theres thousands of vending machine i tell you. Then we went to the bookshop that was located near our school. Its not exactly a bookshop. Im saying this and it is the literal meaning of it. Imagine how it would look like if popular were to join forces with watsons....POOF! You get the bookshop that i saw! It sold everything! From books,TP shirts and jackets...even swimming wear, Gatsby stuff including wax,gel and stuff,tid-bits and cheap pens!

Thats about it for my day. Damn tiring day.

Ps:-Does anybody know where to find Saosin's Come Close DVD.

To baby,
I love you with every breath i take. I wouldn't be where I am and what I am if it's not because of you baby. I'm soo in love with you. This weekend is gonna be the best weekend ever! I hope you wil have the best birthday celebration ever! We both get to be there for two of our birthdays in two years. I appreciate every single second i spent with you. No matter on the phone or going out with you or even with you in my mind and dreams. I Love You Darling.

to whom it may concern(if you think its you,it is you),
Who do you think you are. Who are you to talk about me behind my back. Im the one that has been there for you and this is how u repay me. People everywhere near you are already hating you. Im not the one who's changed. You are. Now you know how it feels. Don't ever expect me to help you in anything anymore. FUCK YOU!

2009-02-23T03:59:00.000-08:00

1) Do you think you are hot?
Hmm...What do you think?

2) Upload a favourite picture of yourself

3) Why do you like the picture?

Because babygirl likes it!

4) When is the last time you ate pizza?
Early this year?

5) The last song you listened to?
Translating The Name- Saosin

6) What are you doing right now besides this?
Watching Amazing Race.(i dunnoe y)

7) What name you prefer besides your name?
Hmm...Nothing else!

Five People Tagged:

1.BabyGirl
2.Irfan
3.Asip
4.Rach
5.Yonglin

8) Who is number 1?
BabyGirl~~My darling!

9) Number 3 is having a relationship with?
Asip??Nobody i guess..

10) Say Something abt number 5?
Abang and Forever will be and Ahpek!

11) How abt number 4?
secondary school mate.

12) Who is number 2?
Ipan!B2S1 Drummer

Its far better to learn.

2009-02-11T00:46:00.000-08:00

Back 2 Square 1!

Jamming with them has been awesome!

Happy to be part of the band.

Honestly,everybody improved alot eversince we started jamming together.

Zachryl(hazryl) mastered the lefty and can do everything as gd as righty.

Aidie(syed) can at least play the bass better than last time and he can pick faster than before.

Isaac(ipan) improved the most out of all of us as he can finally play the double pedal well.

As for me,i never thought i could ever play synyster gates' solos like solos from the Afterlife and I wont see you tonight part 1. I guess baby inspired me to push and conquer greater and more difficult songs.

Jamming at clarke quay was not bad. But i still prefer simei's jamming studio coz i think our band can play well there in the room that we always jam in. We had alot of more fun getting to clarke quay and slacking there and camwhoring then jamming there,even though i think the customer service there is nice. We checked out the jamming studio next to aljunied mrt station. We find that all the people that jam there...all are OT!(old-timers). My bandmates were expecting like really rocker dudes. Kwang kwang kwang...

Since we were nt satisfied with the jamming at clarke quay. We decided to jam yesterday at simei. Even though i felt abit sick, i went to jamming coz i myself don't feel satisied with the jamming at clarke quay. Im glad i made that decision coz the jamming session we had yesterday was awesome! I think some people saw us jamming and zachryl said that one of them utter the word POWER!HAHAHA

Im really worried about baby coz she's really sick now and she just found out that she had tonsels. I think I have it too but nt as bad as hers i guess. I really pity my darling. But just glad its nothing worse than that. Just hope that she'll get well soon. I love you soo much.

This saturday is Valentine's Day. Im really in a great dilemma on what to buy for baby. But i think i have an idea of what to get her. I wont type here of coz. HEE!!!

Cant wait for baby's birthday chalet!

keeping an eye on the world.

2009-01-29T08:24:00.000-08:00

Tagged by irfan(drummer of Back2Square1)

1: Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
* my neck

2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
*had a bad sleep

3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
* Back 2 Square 1

4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
*i don't think soo

5: Would you ever donate blood?
* maybe...i dunnoe

6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
* yeah

7: Do you want someone dead?
* hmm....

8:What does your last text message say?
* Suddenly?

9:What are you thinking of right now?
* my baby

10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
* always!

11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
* # am...almost 4

12: Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
* peninsula

13: Is someone on your mind right now?
* Forever and ever will be.

14: Who was the last person to text you?
* Selynna Baby!

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ
1.Selynna baby
2.Courtney
3.Fee
4.Qazimah
5.Rachel.L
6.Louisse
7.Xiuyin
8.syahirah
9.syahidah
10.syuhaimah

15: Who is 2 having a relationship with?
*I dun think she is with any1

16: Is 3 a male or a female?
* female

17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?
*i dunnoe...my sister and my friend?HAHAHA

18: What is Number 1 studying about?
*Amaths,Emaths,phy n chem,hist n social studies,geography,malay and english

19: When was the last time you had a chat with them?
* hmm....everyday i guess?

20: Is Number 4 single?
*I think soo

21: Say something about Number 5
* Secondary school friend

22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?
* HAHAHA...LOL!

23: Describe Number 9.
* my second sister.

24: What will you do if Number 6 and 8 fight?
*How could they....never met or communicate with each other b4!HAHAHA

2009-01-24T05:06:00.000-08:00

Thanks Ayah for the BOSS ME-20!
I really love it!
And Thanks baby for accompanying me ystd to the various places.
I love going out with you.
I love you soo much.
Next time,we go out,i promise we'll search for all ur things,k darling.MWAH!

Ystd went out with baby.
went to these places[Penin-Bugis-MarinaSquare-BrasBasah-Penin-Suntec]baby gt 2 meet and go out with my dad and me...well kinda.
Then he asked me to try it out.
Baby said that there were people watching me play while i was playing.
HAHAHAHA
My dad straight away asked me...."how is it?..Okay?"
I told him that i love the sound of the effects.
straight away he told me"kk,gi bayar arh."
I was like smiling from cheek-to-cheek to baby.
HEEE!!!
baby told me that i deserve it because of my O level results.
HEHE

Then after that,my dad went in a shop coz he saw an ibanez shirt that he liked.
He bought one and one for me too!
He asked baby but she didnt want.
She said she didnt want because she didnt have that guitar(how cute is she...)
I was like laughing partly because of that and also because the uncle didn't know how to pronounce IBANEZ properly.
Ibanez to him is ibanet.(??)

anyways,we really enjoyed ourselves on that day!
I love going out till night-time with you baby.
Now i cant wait for the big gathering on monday!!
HEHE!

I'll love you and treasure you for the rest of my life.

2009-01-14T06:05:00.000-08:00

16 points for L1R4!!
Temasek Poly, here i come!

my course choices will all be in TP.
-Media and Communications Management(masscom rocks!)
-Hospitality and Tourism Management(for both interest and future sake)
-Leisure and Resort Management(same as for tourism)
-Culinary and Catering Management(maybe can be a great chef someday?)
-Retail Management(entrepenuer-ish)
-Game and Entertainment technology(games,games n games)
-Interior Media Design(can take over my dad's company someday?)
-Aerospace Electronics(can fly plane!HAHAHA)
and deciding some others courses.

baby told me to put a jc in my choices. No offence to the people that wanna go jc, but i think jc is soo not for me bcoz i dun like to learn things by theory. I like hands-on stuffs. To me, mass-com is the place for me. I've seen their works and projects. Its soo ME!

Anyways,is it true that u can get minus five points for your talents aka the work that we do for our CCAs and our achievements like awards and stuff. Is it true? I hope to see my Friends in TP. Then we could have lunch together?HAHAHA

Thanks for everyone that is proud of me. Baby is the proudest of me. I'm really proud to have you baby! Really appreciate it. i cintakan you. And thank you for dying my hair. Its looks really great! Love it!

to the stupid son of a bitches that ask the stead question or tried to "make a move" on what's mine.
if u treasure your life, kindly back off!

2009-01-03T23:19:00.000-08:00

Well its 2009 a few days ago. Hope this year will go as good as last year or even better. Felt really awkward finding myself not to get out of bed on going to school on the 2nd of january. I think it still havent hit me that im gonna be out of secodary school. Im quite nervous about my results.

Days have been very boring ever since 2009 started. I have nothing to do anymore. SOOO BORED!!! I don't even know what to do when i come online. But watching song covers are quite fun though. Should i do one? What u guys think?

songs that i can practically play are:-
avenged sevenfold:-
-critical acclaim
-second heartbeat
-until the end
-scream(kinda)
-gunslinger
-afterlife
-unholy confessions

bullet for my valentine:-
-Scream aim fire
-Waking the demon
-Tears don't fall
-Suffocating under words of sorrow
-The poison
-Hand of blood
and some more which i can't remember right now.

Jamming in back to square one has been FUN FUN FUN!
On friday,zachryl came to my house and jammed.
we played second heartbeat the first time together.
i say,its quite nice when we played it for the first time at that time.
But when ipan came,we lost it.HAHAHAHA

Probably gonna play guitar soon after this.

i will be there over your shoulder.

2008-12-24T01:05:00.000-08:00

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
Zul,Zyn,Faliq

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
Faliq,Saint,Zyn

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
went to baby's house,drank coke,watched tv.

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
Hair,Ability to play guitar,my character.HEH

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
kinda lazy,like to do things last minute sometimes,like to sleep.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
Malay,Abit of chinese,small part of javanese??(I think)

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
ALLAH,Losing baby,some creepy crawlies.(forgotten which)

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
My fav 3/4 pants,Vans shirt and Adidas watch.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
Baby!,phone and my Zen

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
Avenged Sevenfold, Bullet For My Valentine & Saosin.

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
Spending time with baby, learnt a new song on guitar,jamming!

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
Road To Nowhere by Bullet For My Valentine
Second Heartbeat by Avenged Sevenfold
Decode by Paramore

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
Sheesha??HAHA,Futsal,Composing a song.

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
nothing to regret about.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
Lovelustpassion. (i agree with baby!)

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'RE GIVING TO THE WORLD:
Care,Peace & Love

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
I like to play the guitar.
I think my hair is long for a guy.
i love skinny jeans.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
SMILE,LIPS & BODY...[U GOT A 100/10 FOR EVERYTHING BABY]

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
Romantic,Caring and Understanding.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
Suicide,leaving my baby,change religion.

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
playing with toys like a small kid,toys and toys.

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
PS3,A Multi-Effects for guitar,Synyster gates' guitar.

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
Playing Guitar,Spending time with baby,Playing PSP.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
Spend more time with baby,watch a movie,play the guitar.

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
Architecture(follow my dad's business),Guitarist,Entrepenuer.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
Miami, Rome & VEGAS. (wherever baby wanna go)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
Get Synyster Gate's guitar, get married to SELYNNA NORHISHAM and have kids. (same as my baby)

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ OR DIE PAINFULLY:
Anybody that see diz and they wanna do it,feel free to do and they are tagged by me.(including all the ones i linked.)

Tagged by baby & Qazimah.

2008-12-19T22:02:00.001-08:00

Hello sayang, I miss you. ):

Love, SYN.

2008-12-17T02:26:00.000-08:00

blogger took ages to upload the pics.URGH!

Well,sorry for the late update in my blog.

hmm.....

Performance on the 6th of december 2008 for East spring's graduation party was okay.

There are alot of mishaps on that day.

Firstly,i don't think the event was organized properly.

All things were done too last minute.

There is no mic stand for me.

Resulting to only one singer which is zachryl.

And the host told us that we could only play three song out of the five songs we planned to.

That really pissed me off coz we practiced alot on those songs and they easily told us to cancel some of the songs because the event started late.

There's one acoustic band i heard was playing decode.

Soo i decided to piss them off by playing the starting of that song during the rehersals.

They just went out when they heard me play that song.

I was just playing around soo chill man...

The three songs that we played was:-

-Fall for you(suicidal sapiens/back to square one version)

-The great escape

-Dammit

When we heard we still have time to play another song,

i told the band that we should play unholy confessions which was our encore song.

but suddenly,the "host" of the event went on stage and we had to go off.

I was really pissed that we couldnt play what we wanted.

I was soo mad until i left the place straight after the performance.

Then went to KL with my cousins.

My family was already there.

At first we stayed at a temporary hotel coz the "condo" that we rented there wasn't ready for us yet.WTF RIGHT?

I actually preferred the hotel apartment rather than the condo itself coz the condo is far away which in the outskirts of KL whereas the Hotel is right in KL and very accessible.

Peeps,don't ever go to the maple condominium ever again if you plan to stay in KL.

If you wanna know why,don't be afraid to ask me personally.

Even some things were shitty,the shopping is still the greatest.

Bought baby some things.

-two shirts(it looked like short dresses)

-a cap(same as mine)...soo hip hop sey the cap!

-a keychain.

I bought myself some things too.

-two t-shirts

-a cap(the hip hop kind)

-two picks(one gave to zachryl)

-a really cool jacket.

-a vest.

....i think thats about it.

bullet for my valentine has four new songs added to their new SCREAM AIM FIRE album.

its:-

-Road To No Where(my favourite)

-Watching Us Die tonight.

-One Good Reason Why

-Ashes Of The Innocent.

I've heard every single one of them.

Its really nice.

Sort of their old self and their new self added together.

I've watched wildchild and "angus,thongs and perfect snoggings"

Both movies are really nice!

I rate both a 9/10.

Its that good.

To me that is.

I plan to take vids of covers.

But im gonna need baby's help.

please sayang.ILY.

I wanna meet baby really soon!

Felt lyk soo long since i last met her.

HEHE.

4 more days honey.

2008-12-05T04:50:00.000-08:00

Suicidal Sapiens!

Pics from jamming at 5th Dec 08.
Jamming for graduation party for Eastspring secondary on 6th Dec 08.

Credits to selynnaku<3!

Suicidal Sapiens
consists of:-
-zachryl(2nd guitarist)
-Zyn(lead guitarist)
-Aidie walker(bassist)
-Epan(drummer)

songs for performance:-
-Fall For You
-The Great Escape
-Always
-Dammit
-special encore song that will only be reveiled on dat day.(if u guys ask for an encore dat is)

this I promise you

2008-11-24T21:17:00.000-08:00

I BOUGHT A NEW GUITAR!

Well,it all started when i went to JB's Danga Bay.
Before the outing,my dad told me about a guitar shop in Danga Bay.
It was a YAMAHA shop.(YAMAHA means YANG MAHAL.Zachryl-.-)
He told me dat they sell a number of ibanez guitar there.
So we went on the weekends to the place wit my family.

The place was quite okay arh.
When i saw the guitar,i was like woah!
I saw the pricetag,it was RM 950.
Then my dad asked me if i wanna try the guitar.
all i said was "pfft Yeah!"..of coz!
as i was "jamming" with the guitar,quite a number of ppl watched me play.
kinda like a performance i guess?? (sry kembang plak.)

The guitar has a really sweet sound.
The feel of it is nice too.
As i was playing the guitar,my dad asked the seller if there was a discount.
I thought he was just asking for reference sake.
then the price dropped from RM 950 to Rm 855.
I thought that in wouldnt get it.
Then my dad asked,"nk tk?"
I was like err...boleh??
He just say this,"klau Abg nk,beli arh"
I was like OMG!
AYAH you're the greatest!

Then he asked the guy to wrap the guitar and all coz dere's no bag for it.-.-
Then he bought it for me using cash sey!...in RM of coz!
Once reached home,i played the guitar like until late.HAHAHAHAHHA
Couldnt help myself!

Its been three days that the guitar is with me.
I played the guitar till my middle finger has a dent/fold.

now i have two ibanez guitars!!

how did we get here.

2008-11-18T05:33:00.000-08:00

Survey tagged by baby

The rules & regulations!

1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself
2) People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own, 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names
4) No tag back.

TEN WEIRD THINGS/HABITS/LITTLE KNOWN FACTS ABOUT ME!

1. I love listening to loud music.
2. I love to bite my nails.
3. I love to play my guitar at werid times.
4. I love to wear only boxers at home.
5. I like to wax my hair all the time.
6. I like to leave the TV on but never watch it.
7. I play psp at odd times.
8. I love to play stupid games with baby like what if..,whose line is it anyways and stuff.
9. I love to ask questions that i know whats the answer.
10. I love to gossip??

THE LUCKY TEN:
1. Selynna
2. Courtney
3. Nazrin
4. Yong Lin
5. Qazimah
6. Aloy
7. Nengli
8. Syahirah
9. Syahidah
10. Syuhaimah

Must do arh!

2008-11-17T23:55:00.001-08:00

Recent happenings:-

-Surprised the hell out of nazrin on the 13th of november. Had alot of fun dat day. Laughing like crazy because it was a time where all brothers(me,hazryl,muz,naz) were there. The outing was really awesome. Pics are all in baby's blog.

-Went for 5b's pit at ECP on 14th november,which is also known as nadia's birthday bash. The food was great even tho there were only abt 12 ppl? Overall,had fun BBQ-ing the food and stuff. Thanx for the invite yeah!

-Went out on the 15th with my aunty,cousin and my two sisters. Firstly went to century square to go to nokia to survey if we needed 2 pay for the repairs to ima's fone coz her screen turned out to be fucked up. Then,turns out we needed to pay if we wanted it repaired coz her phone warranty has expired. We just decided nt to repair coz the cost of the repair is as good as buying a new phone. Then went to marina square to send my ZEN for repair. AT first i thought,it could be repaired on that day itself but.....NOOOOO.....after a half an hour of waiting for it,the creative person say this "your mp3 cant be read on our computer so we have to send it for servicing and if it still doesn't work,they'll give you a new one....blahblahbah". In my head,i was lyk why don't u just give me a new one nw?? Fucking waste my time man. Slacked in burger king and ate this really big burger! Three meat patty man! Wanted to buy the four meat patty but scared cant finish.HAHAHAHA! Then played my aunt's iphone for awhile. Then we caught up with my uncle and went to MARINA BARRAGE. Overall...Great place! Plan to go there with baby one day!

2008-11-10T19:14:00.000-08:00

I shall blog now because....O LEVEL IS FUCKING OVER!!!

Actually nt much to blog about.
went to henderson WAVE bridge like twice already.
it's okay arh.
wanna go there with baby someday.
but gna be damn tiring if we go without any transportiation.
oh well.

Finally,O levels are over!
Gosh!
been waiting for this event to happen like a long time ago.
WHOOO HOOOOO!

i dun think the me n hazryl's band going jamming today coz the drummer has gout(?)
pity pity....
of all days,it has to happen nw.
nevermind.
created a new song.
just the guitars
i think its not bad prior that me and hazryl made it in only 3 hours+
left the drums,bass and lyrics to make the song complete.
Then we can decide on the title of the song.

plans this week:-
Tuesday-11/11:improve the new song with hazryl.
Wednesday-12/11:go out wit mus n hazryl.
Thursday-13/11:cant say.
Friday-14/11:mus's class chalet(ehem)
Weekends:maybe RC race at ECP or with cousins.

well thats about it i think.
Gonna enjoy the holidays to the fullest.
Might wanna work during this period.
see if i really wanna work arh.

I don't know what else to say.

2008-10-31T04:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

Ever since the A7X concert,been listening 2 them even more than ever even thought their performance here is quite short n a lil bit disappointing.

WENT TO EAST COAST WITH BABY!

I really had lots of fun.
I guess dats what i really needed after studying soo soo much n experiencing tons of stress.
Thanx for the wonderful perfect day baby.
My love for u gets stronger more and more with every beat of my heart.
I Love You Selynna!

We took lots of perfect pictures.
Its the first time we spend the 'sunset' together.
It was just soo perfect.
I miss my baby already.

Got some new shits for my car.
Beware Racers,i'm gonna beat u guys on the next race.
The aunty there was really soo nice.
Cant believe that she still remembers me coz its been soo long since i last went there which was wit my dad.

Exactly one year ago,on this day,it was the first time i met baby.
From the minute i saw her,it was really Love At First Sight.
I cant forget the way she smiled at me as she walk towards me.
WOWOWEEWOW.

Had burger king,coffee beans and played Uno.
I wanna play cheat again!
HAHAHAHAHA
well,next time,k my darling baby.

Well....Off to practice My RC car soon.I Miss and Love You Baby.

my heart beats for you and only you,my love.
selynna.

avenged sevenfold!

2008-10-24T20:49:00.000-07:00

Since a lot of ppl wanted me 2 blog!
I'll BLOG,kk?
HAHAHHAHA

*Pics from AVENGED SEVENFOLD concert!

First,went to meet COURTNEY at tanah merah mrt.The poor girl accidentally took the wrong train and went 2 choa chu kang instead.Nevermind about that.

Then,we went to baby's house.She say she like the environment there.HAHAHAHAAfter dat,mummy sent us there and told me to take care of them.Then,we went to BK to eat.We were laughing about a name dat rhymes with bangla or smth.HAHAHA.

After all dat we joined the queue.The Queue from where we were wasnt that bad arh. We played alot of card games.Baby thought me a game called cheat coz i nvr played that before? The game was really fun! We spent like around 3 hours playing that game coz we gt nth 2 do. I won one game. HAHAHA. Beginners luck i guess?

Then all of a sudden ppl start rushing to the front. All of a sudden,we saw a fight going on. All of the pics is at baby's blog. The same one guy got into a fight twice and hit a random guy dat tried 2 cool him down. The sound of the face punch was soo loud! EVERYBODY went OOOOOOHHHH.

Then,everybody was like closely packed together like sardines.But we were around like cool drunk ppl. FUNNY LAH THEY!I overheard frm them that they are a band or smth. Well,good luck in whatever you're doing guys! Then,waited there for lyk an hour plus. Behind us was this "english-accent" speaking kids. They looked like 13 or smth?The really short guy with the emo hair looks like the small irritating kid from Hannah Montana.*no offence*

After much waiting n singing n cheering wit the awesome crowd,The door finally opened for us.We were one of the first to get in. We thought that it was safe to be in front with the crowd. Its the worst thing u will do in your life. there's an opening band.The crowd started cursing them n pointing _|_ at them. They suck really bad! All i hear is noise.

Then like theres like a guy crowd surfing on top of us and me,baby and courtney got stuck in a moshpit. I fucking pushed everyone coz i can see my baby cannot tahan already n also courtney. And we gt out of there in one piece.PHEW! After like around 1 hour, AVENGED SEVENFOLD CAME OUT!

These are the songs that they played.
Critical Acclaim
Afterlife (Was the best)
Beast & The Harlot
Bat Country
Seize The Day
Scream
Almost Easy
Unholy Confessions
Gunslinger
A Little Piece Of Heaven
& some funny sounding solos

i rate the concert 7.5/10it was kinda disappointing coz the concert was kinda short.but overall.....okay arh. after that went to simpang bedok 2 eat. we were really exhausted after the whole thing coz we were standing for hours. any questions,feel free to tag.

*thank you sayang for all the things you did for me.Thanks for the CD.Thanks for the really fantastic photo album that has all our dates in it.Its really sweet that you remembered all of them.Happy Anniversary baby!I love you with all my heart and soul.I'd do anything in the world for you baby.I LOVE YOU<3

10 October

2008-10-10T05:08:00.000-07:00

Today is my 17th birthday. YAY!

Bought a couple of things:

Gloves
Avenged Sevenfold Tshirt
Hybrid Slinky Guitar Strings

Mummy gave me $100!!!!!!!! Thank u mummy!

Went to Airport with baby and just slacked. Had the best time of my life!

Thanks for everything that you've done for me baby. I appreciate every one of them. I cintakan you syg..

Will update again soon.

TAG & WISH ME! AHAHAHA.

2008-10-01T22:30:00.000-07:00

I SOO FUCKING WANT THIS GUITAR!!!!!

2008-09-19T05:57:00.000-07:00

Baby...
I know a lot has been going on lately between us.
I dedicate you this song coz you mean the world 2 me.
I know we were suppose 2 go out 2day but didnt happen.
I'm really sorry about that.
i know i have not been good.
but im trying my best 2 be the best for you baby.
I don't wanna make any mistakes again.
I'll try not to make any.
2 more days till our 11th month anniversary and our 1st year of knowing each other.
I am really falling for deeply.
I don't want us to fight anymore baby.
I promise to work things out,k?

Words can't explain how i feel for you my love.

I just wanna say that i love you soo much and i can't think or live or breathe without you baby!
I miss every single thing about you.
Your SMILE.
Your LIPS.
Your LAUGH.
Your TOUCH.
Your WARM HUG that sends chills down my spine.
The thing i miss most about you is your LOVING HEART.
I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH SELYNNA....

Happy 11th Month Anniversary my darling.

2008-09-19T05:52:00.000-07:00

Thunder-Boys like girls

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didn't want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something and I do not know why I tried
I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know, whoa
Today I'm on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I don't know
And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road
That's taking me to places that I didn't want to go, whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

2008-09-11T01:09:00.001-07:00

I LOVE SELYNNA!

2008-08-17T01:15:00.000-07:00

pictures from RENTAK SINGAPURA!

2008-07-25T23:47:00.000-07:00

I MADE A FACEBOOK ACCOUNT!!!

add me in there aight~~

2008-07-21T01:58:00.000-07:00

my personal collection of HELICOPTERS that can really FLY!

2008-07-19T23:31:00.000-07:00

My new second hobby!

i got this car last tuesday.

my dad bought for me.

at first he only told him 2 follow him 2 east coast coz my cousins are there n he wanna see some RC cars.

The ones that i always wanted.

Of coz i followed coz im facsinated by them.

wen we reached,i saw the track outside.

it was really nice n i saw a couple of ppl playing.

then we went in the shop.

i swear all the cars look very nice!

my dad start 2 ask around for the price.

he sat down and see all the cars.

then he suddenly say this,"faliq,you choose lah which car you wan."

wen he say dat,you could see my whole face light up.

he just noes how 2 suprise me.

HAHAHA

i chose this car. Fairlady 350z E edition.

at first i wanted a skyline type R but the engine and all are nt as good.

soo this car i chose is really a good deal and its the latest car body dat came inside the shop.

HEHE.

i love this car.

in the meantime,this hobby is a very expensive hobby.

this car alone cost alot.

i shall nt say the price.

but i'll tell u if u wanna noe,just nt here.

im soo glad baby like it!

she thought its a real car at first coz it looks real doesnt it?

HAHHAA

cute lah my darling.

anyways,i bought alot of toys man...kinda??HAHAHA

i got this car,then i got a helicopter which can fly*winks*

baby still cant believe that my helicopter can fly.

i got two,i will bring my palm-size helicopter and show you,k sayang.

thank you everyone and f*** off losers.

2008-07-16T04:31:00.000-07:00

To Baby:-

I wanna take this opportunity to thank you for accepting me back in your life baby. I promise i wont make the same mistake ever again. You're my everything baby. I really cannot live without you. I cannot breathe without you. You're the only one that can take my breath away. I won't ever let you go my love. You're the best thing that has ever happened in my life. I promise i will never ever hurt you or make you cry. I promise that I will be the best i can for you darling. You really made me the happiest person alive in the whole universe. I will never ever let you down baby. I miss your smile. I miss spending time with you. i miss everything about you. I've really fallen in love with you.

I LOVE YOU SELYNNA.

I love you.

2008-07-09T03:44:00.000-07:00

This is just a word of advice to that someone that is trying to ruin everything:

look,you cant face the fact cant you.
you have never lose in your own pathetic little life and when this happens,u cant face it.
just do me a fucking favour and cry your freaking eyes out at some corner,cry like a fucking sissy and just forget about everything.
you very well know that you dont deserve anything good in life so why should you deserve her.
so why should you.
you disrespect everyone.
you're the one that started this and i wan it 2 fucking end right now.
you just dont belong anywhere.
just go to hell.
i swear you're the most sickening person people will ever meet.
dont you ever lay a finger on my girl or i'll swear u won't wake up the next day to feel anything.
try listening for once.
its good for you.
this is just a warning.
i would take notice if i were u.
i'll say this one more time.
Go To Hell FUCKER!

2008-07-09T03:36:00.000-07:00

Three Cheers For Five Years lyrics-Mayday parade.

I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt

I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you

To late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby

For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying

With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering

And I will always remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always remember now
Sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
How does he feel, how does he kiss
How does he taste while he's on your lips
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you I want to
But I can't forgive you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forgive you
I know you want me to want you I want to

Freaks.

2008-07-05T05:50:00.000-07:00

I MISS BABY SOO MUCH!!

watching HANCOCK with baby on monday!..hehe

2008-06-20T21:03:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 8TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!!!

i am soo happy that i have u as a special person in my life baby.
i love every second that i spent wit u.
i love every single thing that we did 2gether.
i love every single one of our dates.
i love your smile.
i love your touch.
i love every single thing about u baby.
i have never lasted this long with sum1 b4 and im glad its you who i lasted with and i hope we will celebrate more and more anniversaries for the rest of our lives.
i dont care what ppl say anymore.
i love u and ONLY YOU and nobody else.
you're the only one that owns the key 2 my heart.
you're the air that i breathe.
you're the light that guides me in the dark.
I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH BABY SELYNNA!
MWAH!

2008-06-19T04:03:00.000-07:00

TODAY WAS AWESOME!!!

went out with baby today.
firstly we met at ard 1130.
dhen went 2 vivocity!
bought movie tickets for GET SMART first.
WE GOT THE BEST SEATS!!
at least best seats for us.
HAHAHHA

dhen went to macs at harbourfront centre
baby cant finish her fillet-o-fish dhen i just took like two bites and its gone.
baby was like =.=
HAHAHA
dhen we quickly ruched 2 the cinema coz the movie starts at 105 and we just finish eating at ard 1.
when we reached the cinema which is the GV MAX(ehem),our whole row is empty and it was empty throughout.
COOL EH?
dats y i said it was the best seats!
the movie didnt start till like 1.25-ish.
what a waste of time.
it was all commercials frm 105 till 1.25.
but gotta admit some commercials are fun 2 see.
me n baby wanna watch WANTED next.HEHE
cannot believe the tattoos angelina jolie have in that movie are REAL!
back to GET SMART!
it was the most hillarious shit ever!
i like the scene wher he wanted 2 free himself from the "cuffs" and the arrows keep shooting at him instead of the "cuffs"
HAHHAHA
me n baby rate it 4/5.
right after the movie ended,we didnt waste any time.
we took a cab and go BUGIS!

we went 2 bugis street.
it was baby's first time going there for a very long time.
its a pleasure 4 me 2 be the one dat bring u dere baby.
coz she is afraid anything might happen if she go wit anybody else.
we held each other's hand through out the whole date.
from vivo to bugis to home.
it was really SWEET.

we bought alot of things arh.
baby bought:
-a lady's vest(which i think is very cool!)
-a dress
-and a studded belt!(which is another cool thing)

i bought:
-a black 3/4 pants(which baby like also)
-a white belt for the new pants i bought

dhen we proceed 2 simei by mrt.
we bought old chang kee for my sisters and baby's parents.
dhen we went 2 pet safari coz baby wanna buy cat stuff for fifi.

OVERALL,today was the best!
i have never felt soo close 2 someone b4.
i love you soo much sayang!
i miss u already!
i love every single second of our date baby.
2 more days to our anniversary!
HAPPY 8TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY in advanced!
i promise i'll make u smile which i love soo much with every single beat of my heart baby.
I LOVE YOU BABYKU!

2 more days!

2008-06-05T04:04:00.000-07:00

WENT OUT WITH BABY TODAY!!

at first i fetched her from her house.

then we met on the bridge opposite baby's house.

soo cute lah my sayang.

we were smiling at each other while we were opposite ends of the road.

HAHA

dhen its OFF to PARKWAY!

we went to search for a shirt for me 2 wear for my sisters birthday.*ehem*

i bought this blue shirt coz the theme for the party is boys(blue),girls(pink)

i cant wait 4 the party coz baby's gonna be there.HEHE

dhen we went 2 77th street where baby went to pierce another hole on her earlobes.

now she gt 3 on each ear.

it turned out to be pretty darn NICE!

i hold her hand wen she was on the process of piercing.

(this is the part where everybody says AWW)*

dhen we went to search for mummy's things.

dhen off to starbucks!

i have nvr had a mocha frappucino.

LAME RIGHT.

but theres a first for everything.

i have to say.

I LOVE IT!
it kinda taste like nescafe ice blended or smth.

HAHAHA

dhen met mummy and went some places and she drop me off sumwhere near my home.

thanx 4 sending me home mummy!

overall today was a great day.

THANX 2 BABYKU!

I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH AND ONLY YOU!

she bought for me the perfume that she bought me for our 1st month which i love and so does she.

thank you sayangku!

you're the only thing that means the world to me.

2008-06-03T07:10:00.000-07:00

Movies i wanna watch that is coming soon:-
-Love guru
-Kungfu panda
-Get smart!
-Don't mess with Zohan!
-Hulk
-Batman:the dark Knight

I wanna watch them with BABYKU!

by the way:GUITAR HERO ROCKS!

2008-05-29T20:53:00.000-07:00

well its time 2 blog again coz im just bored and have nothing to do.
i think the original version of apologize from one republic is better than the one that has timbaland in it.
with that stupid "EH EH EH" which is not needed.
i mean what r u trying 2 do? another version of umbrella izzit?

went to the new swensens at tampines mall yesterday.
they have the most suckish service i've ever seen.
the food comes very late,we need 2 ask like 3-4 times b4 we get the plain water or the refill,
the ice cream wasnt made 2 standard and i think all of the staff are new as they look like the ones which just finished O levels and dunnoe what 2 do with their stupid lives.
i think its because the restaurant is TOO BIG.
its like the size of 1 and 1/2 of seoul gardens which is at the last floor

to baby:
i really miss u soo much.
im sorry if im boring.
im sorry if im immature.
im sorry if i havent gave enough.
i really love u/in love with you.
i hope u'll forgive me.

2008-05-20T20:42:00.000-07:00

21st of MAY!

HAPPY 7TH MONTHS ANNIVERSARY BABY!

2008-05-18T21:53:00.000-07:00

Ystd i want to GUNUNG LEDANG!!

I thought it was somewhere near johor but its somewhere in melaka,muar.

SOO FAR!

At first,we went to some R&R stop.

i think it was new coz there are like baskin robbins and all.

dere were a total of 3 cars.

my family and 2 of my cousins cars.

we gt 2 noe dat one of the car had a tear on the tire.

so we went to some random car shop around muar.

luckily my dad gt the GPS system.

we spent a total of 2-3 hours dere.

we left there at around 12+ from the workshop.

dhen off to the waterfall!

there were quite a lot of ppl dere arh.

but we went to the almost near the top of the waterfall bcoz we cannot be bothered 2 climb summore.

the water there is soo cold!

u can literally put warm can drinks in it and it will get cold after a few minutes.

i saw one nyonya drink beer and i saw her spot gt a lot of beers floating around the the water!

HAHAHA

we spent lyk a total of around 4 HOURS dere!

after all dat every1 was soo tired.

i slept in the car while listening 2 my mp3 coz the radio had sucky songs.

no offence arh malaysia radio*

dhen dats about it to tell here.

had a great time dere but i miss my baby soo much even b4 we left singapore.

congrats to baby for the new guitar!

hope can come over to baby's house today!

I LOVE YOU BABY!

2008-05-08T05:26:00.000-07:00

to my selynna:

i never thought that this world will be soo perfect until u came into my life.
u really brighten up mylife with every single thing that u do 4 me no matter how big or how small it is.
i really have never felt this way towards anybody in my entire life before.
you are the only one that can make my heart filled with love,joy n happiness.
you are the miracle that i has alwaes needed.
tears are shed and the tears we shed together is the one that keeps our love even stronger.
i know that i have found the one for me and that is you my love.
every single thing about u just mesmories me.
you are in my mind.
you are the only one that owns the key to my heart.
i appreciate every single thing that u did for me sayang.
your smile is just the best sight i've ever seen in my whole life.
your love is the most beautiful thing that i've ever felt.
your laughter never fails to fill me with joy.
all i want is for you to be happy baby.
because if ur happy,im happy too.
we may have our ups and downs but it is the thing that made me love you even more each day.
i miss you soo much.
i miss your touch.
i miss your kiss.
i miss your hug.
everytime we hold hands,it really sets my heart on fire.
i am really soo in love with you baby.
i will always remember every single thing that you do 4 me baby.
I LOVE YOU SELYNNA<3

from your love,
zulfaliq.

2008-05-08T04:54:00.000-07:00

Well,i can say that baby saved the day when she ajak me go out wit mummy and her coz i thought 2dae will be boring if i never do anything.
At first,went 2 ntuc 2 find mummy's massage cushion dat she used 4 her car.
Kesian her dat she cant find it coz i think it was sold out or smth.
But nevermind,she will surely get it tmr wen she go AMK hub.

Dhen we go 2 toys R us 2 get smth 4 danish,baby's nephew.
When i saw all the cute baby toys,teringat pasal Qifly n hope can buy 4 him when he's born.
Baby told me 2 ask mummy 2 buy 4 me da battery 4 my distortion coz i needed it.
Punyer lah pressure but at last thanx 2 my wonderful baby,mummy at last bought for me.
THANX MUMMY!
me n baby tried 2 find my ironman toy but tkde.
all dere is was diz stupid small shit dat god knows do wad and da mask.
nvm,i think elsewhere got arh.
at last they bought a doctors set 4 danish.
cute sey!

dhen we went to eastpoint where mummy went 2 find da massage thing at simei's ntuc but tkde.
kesian lah her.
dhen we went to eat.
me n baby ate chicken chop.
i was really really FULL after dat.
well i really had fun today.
THANX BABYKUZ!

im still deciding wad 2 buy 4 my mum and my grandmother smth 4 MOTHER'S day.
but one thing is for sure,im buying my grandmother something better.
i think she deserves alot bcoz of her care for me since i was lyk how many weeks old.

well its going 2 be 7 months with baby!
yet my feelings for her still has never ever fade and not a single bit.
i love her with all my heart and soul and i mean it.
she is truly the best thing that has ever happen in my life.

tmr is emaths paper1 and poa paper 1
i gt confidence for emaths but nt poa.
i dunnoe a single bit about it arh!
but nvm.
gonna study abit after THE SHOWDOWN tonight.
HAHAHA

well gonna tok 2 my baby soon!

2008-05-02T22:08:00.001-07:00

Its been a long time since i posted.
so here it is...

I've been having the best 6 onths of my life with sayang!
she has really made all my hopes,wishes n dreams come true.
6 months is very long im glad i get 2 spend it wit u baby.
She is really the greatest.
She bought me an mp3 dat is sooo cool!
i appreciate everything that u've done for me baby!

well i think purified pain kinda died.
coz dere wasnt a jamming session since da last time i can remember which is like almost 1 year ago.
Man, i miss jamming.
well,sayang and i decided 2 make a new band.
We koled it morphiend librium.
both words kinda mean drugs!
i just came out with the word librium n i dunnoe wat it means till sayang told me dat it meant drugs.
i was like HUH???
HAHAHA

well,things dat happened recently:
-now is exam period
-played guitar(learnt waking the demon,take it out on me,say goodnight and what it is to burn by finch)
-wathed alot of movies with sayang(just watched ironman)
-got my own room(which is kinda like long ago already)
-impressions whic is also kinda long ago already
-and a stupid guy that is trying to find fault with me bcoz of what i didnt do???

I HATE LIARS!
u cant even fight ur own battle.
u just ask ppl or should i say begged ppl to fight for u.
where's your motherfucking balls man coz da last tym i heard dat u told me u got balls
but where the fuck is it??
Is it stuck in ur throat bcoz ur an idiot dat just tell ppl what u cant do n claim dat u can do dat and dat it is on the verge of falling out of ur mouth n u become a HOMO.
he is one of the most dumb and most KEDI person i've ever seen.

well thats about it.
Good luck with your MID YRS ppl.

2008-03-01T08:57:00.000-08:00

Me n my wife decided 2 name our future son
QIFLY!
HEHE<3
cant wait 2 start a family n live with her.

2008-02-29T23:25:00.000-08:00

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
If there was a way that
I can make you understand
But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me'
Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no airGot me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without meIf you ain't here,
I just can't breathe
It's no air,no air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real
But somehow
I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care
But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me'
Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus]Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No more
It's no air, no air

[Chorus]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water
so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

[Chorus]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

2008-02-28T23:19:00.000-08:00

MOMENTS TO REMEMBER<3

2008-02-28T22:56:00.000-08:00

hey everyone!
i changed my blogskins all thanx 2 my dearest girlfriend.
hehe.
Dere are a couple of things dat happen in my lyfe.
for example:-
My grades are getting better.
learned a couple of new songs on guitar.

this is all thanks 2 my sweet heart selynna because she made it possible.
i love the new blogskin dat my girl did for me.
SOO NICE!
HEHE

we celebrated our 4th month anniversary 2gether with valentine's day.
i gave her 2 bouquets of roses,a heart-shaped box ferrero rocher and a chanel bracelet.
she gave me a really nice black shirt with nice buttons dat really suits me.
i REALLY love it.
I AM SOO IN LOVE WITH HER AND WILL STAY DAT WAY FOREVER.

da PurifiedPain's new logo has changed.
i prefer da new 1 dhen da old 1.
this is all thanx 2 our second guitarist naz.
i hope we can jam soon.
miss jamming soo much.

I cant wait for impressions!
gonna bring my girlfriend along and introduce her 2 my friends.
i wanna spend da whole of march holidaes with my love.
we have alot of things dat we wanna do.
like:-
-go suntec 2 shop
-go to the beach
-go for late movies
-i wanna spend time wit her family at her house from morning till night!
-go jamming with my band

OMG!
next friday is MEET-THE-PARENTS session!
it will determine whether if we get 2 spend a fun time during the march holidaes or worse
but i think i should get good comments from my teacher coz i've done well.
HEHE
I'll stop blogging now i guess.
i'll post another 1 after march holidaes.
I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH BABY!(to my dearest selynna only)

2008-01-18T05:25:00.000-08:00

2008-01-18T04:45:00.000-08:00

well yesterdays dream theatre concert was FREAKING AWESOME!!....

there are alot of people....

i thought dere are lyk only a handful of people dat noe diz band coz they were nt televised or anything....

but the whole of fort canning park was filled with people....

anywaes....

when i reached fort canning,it already has started....

i quickly open up da windon 2 hear wad song they were playing...

and its CONSTANT MOTION....

1 of my favourite new songs from them....

i just cant wait 2 get out of da car at dat time....hahaha

but we manage 2 get a carpark,illegally of coz...haha

dhen me n my dad straight away ran 2 da entrance

gave dem da ticket

dhen join in da croud....

we both were practically head banging 2 da music....

i have never seen my dad soo pumped up...HAHA

well they sang almost all of the songs in their new album SYSTEMATIC CHAOS....

even though they are all old now...

but they rock the fuck out man!!....

i took some pictures of it but it wasnt dat clear....

i will upload it later....

i manage 2 take lyk a few pics only coz they is diz 2 half naked caucasians running around telling people not 2 take any pictures or videos....

soo disgusting!

dhen everybody dere smells lyk beer and cigarettes...

another disgusting thing....

dhen dere is diz 2 indian fat fuckers dat just came in front of just lyk dat....

they fucking smell soo bad....

who do they think they are....

they dun fucking own fort canning arh....

they covered my view of da performance just lyk dat

and i had 2 move abit soo dat i can see da stage...

THEY ARE THAT FAT!

anywaes...

me n my dad bought their tshirts

it cost lyk 40 dollars...

but nvm...

my dad blanja me...hehe

it rained lyk a few times during da concert...

sometimes heavy and sometimes just a slight rain....

i was soaking wet on dat tym....

but it was worth it...

it all damn nice man....

they have da best everything....

deres this 1 part dat da keyboardist out of nowhere just took out

diz guitar looking keyboard

it was freaking cool....

during his n da guitarist solo...

da guitarist,jon petrucci,is my new guitar idol...

his hands are freaking fast and he hits all da notes perfectly....

how i wish i could be as good as him....

da drummer was soo cool....

he wore a singapore jersey ryte after da intermission....

even though da tickets cost 98 dollars,

its freaking worth it!....

dhen dere is diz 1 NYONYA....

dat came 2 their concert...

she were practically head banging also...

WTF???...hahaha

me n my dad were laughing lyk hell man...

haha

NYONYA ROCKER arh!!!...haha

DREAM THEATRE is seriously da greatest band n the most skillful band anybody has ever seen man....

2007-12-28T21:47:00.000-08:00

well,i guess da holidaes are almost over....

i just had da best holidaes ever with somebody i truly am in love with...

this holidaes is pretty memorable fr me coz i spent every single day thinking bout my baby

and going out with her is alwaes da best!...

i gt da best gf any1 can ask 4....

i juz luv her soo much....

im glad we r 2gether coz dats da best thing dat has ever happened 2 me....

school is going 2 start and i'm not looking 4ward 2 it...

coz da holidaes has been soo much FUN!...

da minute 2008 starts....

its ging 2 be a stress ride...

everybody will wanna get every help they can get....

dats why i dun wan it 2 start yet....

i just wana spend tym with my baby!!!

im aiming 2 get all subjects b3 or above for O levels....

dhen go 2 temasek poly,

go for either tourism management/leisure & resort management/culinary & catering management

dats in order of wad i wan in temasek polytechnic

their requirments all are the same:-

English Language (EL1)*
Grades 1-6
Mathematics (E or A)
Grades 1-6
Any three other subjects, excluding CCA
Grades 1-6
To be eligible for selection, you must also have sat for at least one of the following subjects: Combined Humanities, Commerce/Commercial Studies, Geography, History, Literature in English/Chinese/Malay/Tamil, or Principles of Accounts

hopefully i can make it.....

now im really nervous....

HAHAHA

but nvm...

i promise myself,my dad and my baby 2 work hard and study hard next year and do my best for o levels....

hopefully getting 15 points if all subjects i get b3 or above....

well for now....

gotta enjoy da few days of holidaes....

going to cut my hair soon...

haizz....

stupid school rules....

why cant they just let ppl have nice hair....

i think because teachers and stupid principals have no sense of style and they are jealous if we wear smth nicer dhen them....

FUCKERS....

cant wait 2 leave secondary school.....

2 more years till i get my liscence and can drive my car...haha

well dats all for nw....

gonna msg my baby

ENJOY!

2007-11-28T17:40:00.000-08:00

man its been soo long sine i last posted here....

but i guess i will start a new post nw coz alot has happened in my lyfe...

well my lyfe has changed alot since my last post....

IM FINALLY GONNA SAY IT ON MY BLOG....

I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND....

and she's da only 1 i love...

she really change my lyfe in many ways i cant explain....

i have nvr felt soo in love in my lyfe but only wit her,i do....

she is really soo unbelievable....

her name is selynna...

da love of my lyfe.....

21 october is really a date 2 remember...

dats da day dat my lyfe changed....

soo far i only had 6 dates wit her but still encounting...

i've been wit her 4 1 mth plus....

its been really great and hoping we last forever....

dun wanna ever lose her in my lyfe....

my nights are all for my love....

we spend da nights tokin and da chemistry was soo high,

dere are almost explosions in the sky.....

i feel lyk it has alwaes been,

she was da best part of me....

diz post may turn as sentimentle but it is...

i really cant help myself writing such a sentimentle post

coz really i am in love wit her...

wen im wit her,

i really see wad love is....

da tyms we spend 2gether are unforgettable....
our song is unbelievable by craig david...

i treasure every second i have wit her...

everything about her is great...

i feel soo lucky 2 have her as a special person in my lyfe...

she completes me...

of coz dere are ups and downs in a relationship but...

we manage 2 conquer every single challenge and...

bcoz of our love,im standing wher i am ryte nw....

diz whole post is dedicated 2 her...

i really luv her and wanna let ppl noe abt it...

2007-09-29T23:51:00.000-07:00

Almost But...

1st verse
I was shy to make my move
That’s why I cried when you left my world
My life was full of loneliness
Unless I see u walking home
That’s when I started writing letters after letters after letters
It seems my papers running out faster

Pre chorus
Gotta be gotta be my everything
You’ve got what I want
Gotta be gotta be my everything
You’ve got what I need
Gotta be gotta be my everything
Tell me what can I do
When I’m really really crazy over you

Chorus
I’ve never cried like this
The words I wrote for you
I noticed you from far
But all you see is like I don’t give a damn
Boxes piling up Are you going of
Im telling you its too tough
When I feel I almost had you but

2nd verse
Once upon a time, there was a boy and a girl
This is so typical, they were so typical
For example boy loves girl, but girl doesn’t know that boy loves her coz,
The boy is shy, the boy is why
The girl still stands strong livin’ her life
They were very good friends having very good chances
The man in boy, pretends that he had no love for the girl anyway
He keeps to himself in the place that he stays umm,
He writes letters, one after another, and other, ways he possibly could saying that
Gotta be, gotta be my everythin

That pressure was so big that he grew many pimples right?
And sings to a song that he likes and it goes like this

[chorus]

bridge
I know shes moving on
From me shes gotta hear this song
I know that she’ll be ok
And I know that ill be loving her so
Shes my soul
My everything in life I could have
I just cant let her go

3rd verse
It was another Monday, and the boy was working at MacDonald’s
Saving up money to buy a present,
A present that was meant for the girl, it was her birthday the next day, Wurr?
He memorized his final script and wrote the last letter,
Hoping that it was abit better, than the one before,
That’s what it’s for, he’s ready to make the first move, ready to score but,
Suddenly, in front of him, ordering fries and a cheeseburger was none other than the one he wanted,
The girl with another guy, she smiled, he winked, they both said, ‘hi!’
He was dumfounded, jaws dropped to the floor, closed itAnd ran straight out the door,
And back to his crib where he cried and cried,
Cried and cried, and cried and cried -_-

[Chorus x2]

2007-08-31T05:38:00.000-07:00

2dae was teachers day....its soo damn fun...our rojak band has nvr been soo closed....da performance was great...nothin went wrong...for da lower sec,when da host told dem about da band...da lower sec nvr stop screaming....wen da curtains were opened,everybody screamed....words cannot explain wad im feeling dat tym...im soo nervous b4 but wen ppl cheered,its lyk im playing all by myself without any thinking...our whole band coordinated and did da best dat we could...no mistakes man!!...haha...after all dat tension...wen da tym comes,it felt great...

i lyk it wen we played for our upper sec....wen da curtains open,i saw sum ppl frm my klas stand up and cheering me on...especially shaistah...haha...after seeing dem,my eyes went 2 sec 3....my eyes were specifically at sumbody...wen my eyes saw her...she smiled at me...OMG!!!...i cant tell u da feeling...its lyk a long awaited feeling....i cant tell hu da person is coz i dun wan anything bad 2 happen coz blogs can cause tensions....but it was da best....da upper sec screamed harder than lower sec...haha...i was soo nervous i would screw up my guitar playing but i didnt...i can feel eyes watching me...haha...my hands were soo sweaty dat tym,i almost lose my pick frm playing...haha...but it was da greatest...

thanx 2 mus,benaiah,james potter and james bassist...u guys are da best 2dae....
but i still miss jamming wit my old band...hope 2 jam wit my old band and da current band again...haha....pics are coming up in the next post....juz waiting 4 nadia.c 2 send 2 me...lols

2007-08-24T23:06:00.001-07:00

its been a long tym since i last updated my blog...

here's da recent things dat happen....

im goin 2 perform 4 teachers da and benaiah has been killing me...he cursed my guitar playing n he blamed me 4 da band 2 be suckish...

i almost quit da band but wen i found out dat we got into da performance,i told myself dat im doing diz 4 da teachers and not for myself or benaiah...but benaiah is making da performance all about him...freaking asshole...i had 2 cancel naz of da band of benaia"s coz benaiah dun wan naz...haizz...if he cancel mus off,dhen im off da band of his...its all been about him and his drums...

i hate our auditions...firstly da sound dere is nt good...den da band b4 us uses too much stage time till we had no time 2 even practice once...haizz....and dhen,benaiah started 2 be very rude 2 da pa guys...i soo pity da pa guys....

wen benaiah came to me and started scolding me coz my guitar sound was too distorted,i asked him 2 shut up...dats da best thing i did dat day...but as usual,he cant keep his big fat fucking mouth 2 shut da fuck up....after da auditions...ard 2-3 hrs later,he msged me n started blaming me for da band being shitty....i think if our band were 2 be good,he will take all da credit arh n nt da whole band...fucking shit ass....he msged me start 2 curse me n told me 2 practice n practice...n dat tym i was nt in the mood 2 talk about diz shit n he bring dat up....i was about 2 have a verbal fight wit him and quit da band man....its nt lyk u can find anybody in school dat can play sweet child o mine perfectly...nobody is perfect ryte...he juz dont understand dat...haizz

i think...after da teachers day concert...im soo not goin 2 work wit him again...i regreted doing diz...my band was suppose 2 play tears dun fall for teachers day...da whole purified pain....(mus,me,naz,agus)...if i could turn back tym...i would have nvr go wit dem...fucking losers...dun even noe how 2 appreciate talent....

anywaes....nw dats done....
im trying 2 find a female vocalist for my band....if anyone is interested...juz send me a tag coz i wan my band 2 play songs from paramore...they are really awesome....i soo luv hailey williams....well if any gurls think u can sing lyk her...tag me aight....preferably,gurls around tampines,simei n bedok area arh...

i missed jamming with my band...naz,mus,agus,jabez.....da whole purified pain...haizz...missed singing bullet for my valentine wit dem....between da whole band...nobody has tensions or conflicts or even dislikes.....haizz...

should i quit da teachers day concert...its really stressing me up....

2007-07-14T16:20:00.000-07:00

yesterday after school went jamming....first me,mus n naz go my house to

take guitar and all.....dhen we wait 4 ruz 2 come....once ruz came,we straight away go 144 2 jam....we took a cab dere coz everybody lazy to take bus frm my house hich is damn near 2 144....haiyo...watse 4 dollars...dhen once we reach,met jabez dere....we waited 4 lyk 5 minutes 4 our room 2 be ready...once ready dhen can go in....ryan came in da middle of our session....dat day was damn fun...at first da sound damn shitty...but after alot of reconfigurations,with the help of ruz,da sound is okay....i dun get it why my metal zone cant work on their amps....anywaes,we played bullet for my valentine songs.....tears don't fall,suffocating,hand of blood....we tried 2 play couple more songs lyk all these things i hate,the end and curses but muz 4got da lyrics....and dhen....we juz had fun 4 lyk da last 30 mins....ryan played a beat on drums and i just played holy diver on guitar and naz sing da song...it was damn funny...ryan kept laughing wenever naz play or sing...lols...dhen another funny part is dat da thrid tym we played tears dont fall...jabez played da drums soo hard till 1 of da drum sticks break....lols...dat was damn funny sia...haha...dhen da mic holder break...aiyoh...alot of things break dat day....luckily we didnt have 2 pay 4 those things....but da jamming session damn expensive sia...we played 4 2 hrs and we had 2 pay 30 dollars...haizz...i came out lyk 16 dollars....but nvm lah...we did have a great tym....next jamming session,must bring ein...coz i promised her already....haha....dats all...

for 2dae...i think im goin vivo wit my family....i soo wanna buy topman clothes...later i'll try 2 but arh...i wanna buy a v-neck shirt...maybe long sleeve...well dats all 4 2dae i think....

2007-06-16T02:54:00.000-07:00

i juz came out of the hospital lyk a few days ago....i soo hate dengue...dengue ruined my holidaes...it is bcoz of dengue im nt having fun....its bcoz of dengue dat i must stay home at all tyms....haizz...im soo lyk in prison man...my fone is alwaes silent coz i didnt recieve any msges....im soo bored...i dun even have da mood 2 do my homeworks...dengue sucks big time....even da doctors in da hospital sucks...they dun even noe how 2 treat their patients...they dun even noe how 2 take my blood properly lah....wad the hell do they think my skin is....a digging place 4 them izzit?.....when they didnt get my nerve,they dig in deep into my skin....i TAHAN alot man....i almost wanted 2 punch da doctors face.....all da doc did was say sorry after dat....i was lyk u made me suffer and u can do is just say sorry...haizz...nvm....im glad dat part is over...but i cant go out man....haizz...coz da doc says i nid 2 rest....then on the 22nd...take blood test again...i tell u,,if da doc make da same mistake again,i swear im gonna sue da hospital for unprofessional doctors...lol....if i could i would...lols...well..dats about it...luckily deres my uncle's psp...he was kind enuf 2 lend me he's psp soo dat i wouldnt get bored...well....dats about it....tonight im goin karaoke 2 celebrate my sis bdae...cant wait!!!...lols....ok...dats it....hahahhahha

2007-06-01T04:14:00.000-07:00

Its been a long tym since i updated....im soo bored wit my lyfe...confused bout luv lyfe n all....im grounded during da holidaes coz i failed my exams...haizz...luckily my parents havent take my comp away...if they did,i have nothing...nothing more 2 do except da only thing i have is my guitars...haizz....my scv is now locked...the only channels in it is channel 5,8,suria n news n channel u....even central is locked....haizz...im lyk having no lyfe nw man....i cant go jamming wit my band....i think i missed my bezfren soo much....those hu noe me will noe hu im talking about....i missed the fun days we had on the fone n going out together...haizz...nw we r lyk soo separated...haizz....y must it be diz way.....im going 2 drama camp in a few days tym...yet many things 4 da camp is still yet 2 be done...haizz....i thought of using da camp to be out of home...but the cam is giving me stress too...haizz...i dunnoe wad 2 say or do anymore...haizz...if there is anybody that is as bored in their lyfe as much as me,juz comment on my cbox....welll...take care everybody....

hope ur lyfe is far less complicated then mine.....

2007-05-04T20:25:00.000-07:00

its been a long tym since i updated diz blog...alot happened...some painful...n some good...

i juz finished my drama syf...we got a bronze...its atleast a smth....den my parents found out diz blog...dey scold me 4 having those pictures with aisyah n all...den i fought with aisyah...i didnt do anything wrong but she koled me a fucker behind my back...its dissappointing arh....den she stead with syam when we were fighting....but dunnoe y....dhen she break with syam....dun wanna noe y....

it was on a friday,ard 2.30...i was hearing my mp3 n singing along 2 creed....4gotten wad song....den i saw aisyah coming frm da back of da stage...i was lyk "ehk,i thought she nt coming here coz she broke up wit syam"....at da same tym i was smiling...dunnoe 4 wad...she saw me den she salam....den she ask me....y u smiling at me....i was lyk dunnoe....den i continued 2 hear da songs in my mp3....den she koled me out...we went 2 da back of da stage....she asked me y i wann da watch dat i gave 2 her back....i told her dat my mum wans it back...since we're fighting....den she said sry 2 me coz she lost it...i was lyk wadever....den she said sry 2 me coz she koled me fucker...i was lyk ok...im sry 2 coz we fight...but i didnt as her y we fight....den we moved on lah...since den da fight ended...dere are sum more things dat i cant say coz its private n its between me n her....wad she said lah...

den recently...out of no where....my mum ask 4 my internet particulars lyk email n all n my password...i was lyk huh?...y she wan all diz....isnt diz my own confidentiallity....my own email....its personal stuff....i told all my frenz n they think its ridiculous....i have never seen or heard of any mothers doing diz to their child...asking 4 their private stuff.....haizz...dunnoe wad has gone into her....

den recently,i watched spiderman 3...its damn cool...its da best movie dat i watched soo far...luv da effects...im planning 2 watch it again with my friends...after exam lah....anybody wanna follow us?...haha....planning 2 watch transformers,fantastic 4...n some more dat i 4got lah...

well dat is all i had 4 nw....see ya..

2007-03-27T09:12:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pts-t0mGEYE

2007-03-27T08:49:00.000-07:00

Just So You Know

I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

It's gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

This emptyness is killin me
I'm wonderin why i've waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
Now i'm waitin here
Been waitin here

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

ein's birthday

2007-03-04T07:57:00.000-08:00

hmm...ystd,i went out 4 ein's birthday....b4 dat,mus,nas n faroq came 2 my house coz they go see nas's sis at CGH...den my house near so dey came...after dat,we went out....we walked all da way 2 interchange...den met up with zaki,ain hamid,siti ain,dan,dayah,YD...ain came late sey...birthday gurl per...lol...she say she wanna mit us at 4 but came at 4.45...nvm lah...must give chance coz its her b'dae...lol....den we took da mrt...den got diz guy arh...keep staring at our grp especially mus...at first he stare at faroq,den nas,den mus...mus stare back arh...dat guy stare at mus all da way sia till we board down da mrt....den wen we went out 2 city hall at the station,da guy walked beside mus n still staring at mus...mus just walked on....den he stopped n waited 4 our grp 2 walk first...den after a while he walked pass us...he said smth but i cant remember....after dats over,we met up with man,zaa n qeena...den we go esplanade....den we juz chill arh....den we go 2 marina square....we saw a showcase of NS stuff....den got band perform...not bad lah...da bassist is good...da singer not good...lol...den dan kol pizza hut and order some pizzas....everybody had 2 fork out 2 dollars 4 it...dere,we met with some 853 guys n faris...den we went back 2 esplanade 2 chill again....man,dan n some guys go take da pizzas at lavender....we went 2 diz staircase arh...we chill dere coz it was raining outside....den i had 2 leave coz i have a function 2 attend 2...i dun wanna leave da fun at ein's birthday...but my dad told me 2 go....after saying my gd byes,mus accompany me 2 go 2 mit my dad at da esplanade road...

den my family went 2 my dad's fren house which is at chua chu kang(at kranji dere...reminds me of izzaty...lol)....everybody dere compliments me...saying im hansem and all dat...(kembang jap...lol)...i ate mee hor fun dere...its really nice...den left da place...n went home...den slept lah...da rest is dreams...

2007-02-16T23:00:00.000-08:00

2dae is lyk gt alot happened arh....deres alot of ups and downs....n im lyk having moods swings coz sumtyms im hyper,sumtyms sad n sumtyms mad....diz is wad happen 2dae...

at first...i get 2 come school with home clothes...yay!!....but was a little late arh....den cannot do sound check....dat 1 nvm lah...den we move on....while i was in da music room....i felt nervous lyk hell man...after a few mins...its our turn 2 do sound check a little 4 our performance coz we r da first group 2 perform 4 hildan superband...den we took some pictures with the whole band...den its our turn...at dat tym i soo feel lyk im goin 2 vomit anytym n i felt feverish and all...but i noe deres goin 2 be alot of ppl cheering me...as soon as da curtains open...ppl start 2 cheer 4 our band...it made my hair at da back of my neck stand sia...da best part of da performance is my solo sia...i came upfront 2 do my solo...it was a damn good feeling....but at last...we get concilation...dunnoe why man...everybody was expecting a win frm us man....den the stupid moley tay chi bai huat go say dat i cannot wear make up...i was lyk wtf!!!stage performance nid make sia...den i didnt do anything arh...i juz go out stage arh....

den after dat...after putting my guitar at home with mus...we went 2 interchange 2 mit da rest...dat tym aisyah wasnt there coz she went out with dat ugly shitty guy...jansher....at first i was lyk damn pissed off lah coz she nvr even say anything 2 me when she left da school with jansher...den i was lyk saying 2 myself "calm down zul....small matter only..."den i was lyk joking around with the other girls arh...we made the bus lyk ours man...we sing songs...dance 2 some reggae songs and all lah....but in my heart...i noe dat i wont have da mood coz aisyah is with jansher at dat tym....den we went 2 ayu mom's shop 2 eat...it was damn nice...i ate chicken rice 4 2 dollars....get discount arh...haha....i thought we get 2 eat free or smth...haha....den we moved on 2 take da train 2 city hall....when we reached city hall....it was damn fun lah coz we were lyk joking around as we made our way 2 marina square 2 bowl...at dat freaking tym....when we reached da leisure centre at da top level of marina square...aisyah came with dat freaking jansher...at dat tym,everyone looked at me....i was damn furious arh...i staight away have no mood 2 do anything....den me n mus n ain hamid decide 2 play pool lah coz i dun have da mood 2 bowl n i wanna get as far away frm aisyah n jansher coz i scared i will make myself furious more n more....den they follow us...i was lyk saying 2 myself "tahan zul,tahan!!!"...den they went out n i dunoe where da hell they went...coz i dun give a shit already at dat tym....den we played pool lah...i get my momentum already...den aisyah came back,holding hands with jansher...i saw it...den aisyah lyk let go when they came inside da pool place...den i straight away told mus dat i goin 2 see da gurls bowl arh....den i went 2 da girls area and sat there 4 awhile....i was about 2 cry arh but luckily elyana comfort me a little....den i was ok already...den i tried 2 play pool arh n ignore them...i cant even shoot the cue ball rite....den i went 2 da toilet 2 get myself 2gether...i punch da walls 2 let go of my anger....den jansher finally went off....me n mus went 2 pay 4 da pool lah...which cost lyk 12 dollars...me n mus split....den when we went out....aisyah grabbed my hand n pulled me 2 one side n confronted me....she said"zul,y u lyk giving me faces...."Den i was lyk i juz made some excuse lah n said dat i was tired n all...but she didnt buy it....den after a couple of minutes i koled her n told her dat im sry dat i made fuck faces arh 2 her n den i juz made an excuse dat my mum scold me coz i nvr go home b4 6 n i went home at nite and all....den we hugged each other n i whispered 2 her dat i wont get mad at u soo easily lah.....unless u really do sumthing dat i told u not 2 do lah...den she was lyk oh ok....

den me n her took some pictures n den we went 2 esplanade 2 slack 4 awhile....over dere...we took some pictures again....i have lots of pictures in my fone man....den we left 2 go 2 city hall 2 mit dan and rahman and all....den we went back 2 da eastlink mall....me n mus bought 4 hidayah slipperrs coz her shoes was torn...haha...soo cute...she had 2 walk barefooted....after dat we went back 2 esplanade...we bought hagen daz(i 4get how 2 spell arh dat ice cream place)....coz me n mus found some vouchers in school...we bought a tub dat is mix with 2 flavours(belgium chocolate n cookies n cream).....we ate da ice cream outside of esplanade where we slacked 4 a long tym....after much slacking....we walked around 2 padang area...while walking...aisyah suddenly did smth dat made me soo freaking mad....she asked sharifah 4 a puff of sharifah's cigarette...b4 she had dat puff,i told aisyah dun do it....but she did it...den at dat point i was soo mad till i have no words 2 say....i just walked fast n be away frm aisyah coz at dat tym im soo mad at her till i almost dun wanna speak 2 her...but bcoz of my heart...i waited 4 her 2 apologize coz she noes she's in da wrong coz i told her dat if she loves me,she wont smoke ever again and she promised me...den after she took dat puff...mus was talked 2 her after i left her there with sharifah n mus....mus said diz 2 aisyah..."aisyah,u noe zul dun lyk 4 u 2 smoke rite,den y u smoke....he really cares 4 u,u noe..."Den mus told her 2 tok 2 me.....den aisyah straight away came 2 me n hold my hands n said sorry lyk alot of tyms...i juz kept dat angry face but still hold her hands...she said to me at dat tym dat she wont do it again,kk....den i said 2 her dat dats wad she told me last tym...n see wad happens now...den she was lyk plz forgive her n she promise not 2 smoke even 1 puff....den i juz kept quite coz wad she did really hurts me deeply....den she kept saying sry n told me 2 chill but den after a few minutes she blast off saying dat "wad sey zul...angry at me over smth small..."Den i was lyk dat wasnt small 4 me...u broke my promise n its as simple as dat...den i told her 2 calm down n den i will calm down....den i 4give her...den we hold hands....till we reached a road....den fireworks start 2 blow up in da sky....aisyah was shouting all da way coz she said she was scared n she was hiding behind me all throughout the hold showcase of fireworks....it was really cute....my heart cant stay mad at her coz i really luv her....den we took bus 10 to tampines where i sat with aisyah n tok 2 her about almost everything....jansher and all....den suddenly,diz nigerian guy came n tok 2 me....i was lyk wth is diz guy trying 2 do...den i juz accompany his conversation.....i kept toking 2 aisyah coz i dun wan 2 tok 2 dat guy...i would rather prefer toking 2 aisyah den dat guy rite....haha....den after dats all over...i had 2 go down 2 da bus coz its my stop where me n aisyah n all da fun things happening n all those ups n downs i had with her came 2 an end...and coninued da day with my family....

i think diz is da longest post,i've ever written....haha....

2007-01-31T23:52:00.000-08:00

its been a long tym since i last posted....im juz bored with everything...haizz....diz are da few happenings of my lyfe dat i remembered...

my band made through 2 da finals of hildan superband....yay!!!....and agus has agreed 2 play as drummer 4 my band...double yay!!!....man...dat guy can really play drums....da audition was ok lah....i still think i can do better....i will give it my all and have da spirit of rockers at heart when da performance is goin on....we will be performing 4 da whole school at chinese new year....yay!!!....hehe....but da next day..suddenly my name turned 2 a bad name 4 1 of the teachers(miss lam mei lan)...hu is 1 of da nicest teacher in my school....she was disappointed with me.....of all person me coz my band mates didnt lock da music room...haizz...y must it be me....it wasnt my fault at all man....diz is crap...da whole of da audition got bad luck...at first,mus was angry coz of sumthing happened inside his klas...i dunnoe hw he got involved....den...when naz played my red guitar,2 strings broke and both our guitar fell 2 da hard floor at da same tym....i was furious when all diz bad things happen during da audition day....den we cant find agus at school....after we got da drums set,....finally,agus came...dat was lyk a relieve.....i was damn nervous 4 da audition....i was feeling feverish da whole day...den,when i was up there on stage....alot of my frenz cheered 4 my band including aisyah....i played intro by bullet for my valentine 2 show my appreciation 2wards aisyah coz its her favourite song frm bfmv.....she cheered 4 me even louder....dat was da moment dat i treasure alot....i sweat alot man when i was playing 4 da audition coz da hall dere was too hot...den after dat,we asked 4 da teachers opinion,they say da band was gd but da singer nids 2 improve....den she ask mus 2 sing 4 her without any music....she say its alot better than da screamo....lyk duh rite...lol....den after dat,i hang out with 2 new frens dat i juz made....ayu n elyana....dey r ok n cool ppl...dey r oso sec 1s..haha...new blood...lol.....dats all lah......4 nw...must keep practicing 4 da performance.....im soo nervous when i think abt it....well....not goin 2 post anything soon....soo look out 4 da next post....

2007-01-22T04:44:00.000-08:00

2dae was an ok2 day
...school was boring as usual...but after dat...i gt poa retest...it was oklah...manage 2 do it but dunnoe if it's correct or nt...den after dat...i brought mus n naz 2 my house....they saw my new guitar...they were shocked lah...lol...haha....den i teached dem how 2 play the end by BFMV....den after\dat,went jamming with aisyah n mus n naz....we played da full isi dan kulit song....its nice but still nids improvement....den teached aisyah hw 2 play veronicas-4ever...haha...soo funi...dats all...den went home n played more guitar...n do da stupid english homework...dats all....taking care...

2007-01-21T22:50:00.000-08:00

2dae is a bood day....at first,i was bored,den my uncle brought me 2 bedok cash converters.....saw my dream guitar(which is second hand but not bad lah da condition)....den we shared money and bought it....its a jackson performer flying v....juz lyk da bullet for my valentine guitars....den we went 2 peninsula 2 buy guitar strings,a guitar lotion and some other stuff i 4got....den we took a cab and went back home....at first,it was crappy....after my uncle did some adjustments 2 it...playing it felt juz lyk playing with BFMV....OMG...i still cant believe it...i played it lyk 4 da whole day without stoppng coz im lyk in love with this thing(all though im in love with sum1 else....lol)....i took some pictures with it =).....see it for yourself...im soo hapi...

2007-01-10T21:21:00.000-08:00

hey every1...its been quite a long tym since i last posted...soo diz is it..
hmm....nothin much 2 tok about...juz gonna tell u guys my new years resolutions...hmm....study hard n get good grades,be good at playing da electric guitar,perform at school with my band 2 win da hildan superband...,get da girl dat really loves me n i love her back(which havent happened yet)

about da girl part...im really confused over diz gurl...coz i dun wanna be broken again as i've been rejected 8 tyms last year...n dun wan it 2 happen again when i ask a gurl diz year....haizz...i shall not reveal hu da gurl is coz dun wanna make any body get hurt...i think about others first b4 myself...haizz....wad a lyfe..i noe i deserve better...haizz...dunnoe lah....

my band's goin 2 perform in da hildan super band...da whole band decided da decision...n we have a new member...beniah...he became our new drummer...coz jabez dun wann 2 be drummer...WTF!!!....anywaes...i hope da school accepts da song we goin 2 play...which is hand of blood from bullet for my valentine....
im worried about alot of things man....about da equipment we goin 2 use....lyk is dere amps in school...and will dere be enough mikes...and where is naz goin 2 get da bass guitar....n if mus can handle a guitar lyk my uncles...n hw mus goin 2 get a distortion...haizz....soo stressed up man...n also...is beniah ready 4 our band...worst...my dad's goin 2 see us jam diz saturday....coz he is nt confident in me playing such songs...haizz....

dats all....anything...juz tag me....STRESS!!!!

class of 2007

2007-01-05T15:47:00.000-08:00

OMG!!!...im in through train...haizz...my whole band is in separated classes...including naz...haizz...my class is lyk...soo damn boring...luckily i still have dinesh...if nt..i think im goin 2 rot lah....hmm...da teachers sux 2...da only teachers i lyk is ms chia,mdm mufeedah n miss tee.....dats all...the others is lyk soo damn boring...n nw da school suck even more coz i cant spike my hair...sumtyms mdm mufeedah is lyk too much lah...she told me 2 let down my hair even though my hair is let down 2 satisfactory....argh!!!...school sux soo bad nw....i cant even tell u guys hw bad it is...why must da school be soo strict...i mean...look at some other schools...they can wear any coloured shoes and have any style of their hair...n da students dere still get good results....haizz...sumtyms i regret picking my school...oh well wads done is done...

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2007-01-01T15:09:00.000-08:00

happy new year every1.....ystd nite was very fun...lols.....ystd was hari raya haji...my cuz came 2 my hs....nt much happened lah...den my family went 2 my cuz's house...deres a small gathering lah...dunnoe y?....coz we dun celebrate much at hari raya haji...den after dat...we went 2 one fullerton 2 meet my another cuzs(da fun 1s)...lols...my dad parked illegally coz every1 seems 2 do dat dere...lols...den went 2 meet my cuz...they were playing cards...i didnt join dem coz i dunnoe how 2 play "TAITI"...dunnoe hw 2 spell it...anywaes..it was damn funny...we all are practically da fun batch there...lols...its not yet 12 am,but we were lyk "wow wow wow...fireworks leh...there!!!..."juz 2 punk da ppl dere..lols...i practically laugh until stomach pain...haha....den ard 11.59pm...everybody count down...we dunnoe when da fireworks gonna start but we juz counted and counted till it starts...damn funny....cant stop laughing...den da fireworks start...it was very beautiful...everybody was shouting and cheering at da same tym...after dat we went back...it was da best tym i've ever ad with my cuzs....

2006-12-31T23:49:00.000-08:00

diz is a 1 of da moments of da great fireworks display....HAPPY NEW YEAR

ps:mind da tree....

2006-12-29T05:41:00.000-08:00

hey peeps n every1....

diz past couple of days(after da drama outing)....has been really damn boring...i can really die of boredom...i cant go out coz i promised my dad dat after da drama outing i wont go out till next year...OMG!!!im soo stupid...but its da only way 2 make my dad approved my outing....anywaes...its alwaes been da usual thing...wake up,bathe,wear clothes,eat,watch tv,play games,play computer,msg ppl,sleep.....dats da usual thing diz days...haizz.....my ps2 juz gt spoilt 2dae...i really dunnoe wad happened 2 it...while my fren and my cuz was playing it,it suddenly hang and den got diz smoke smell...i started 2 panic coz my ps2 its my way of escaping reality and escaping boredom...i tried everything...it still cant work...haizz....wad bad luck i have...juz wan 2 leave 2006 and start great with 2007....hopefully 2007 will be better than 2006...i've been dumped 6-8 tyms....haizz....moved on with every 1 of dem....n nw im scared 2 lyk sumbody coz im too scared of rejection again and again and again....have a happy 2007 guys....hopefully...

2006-12-25T23:04:00.000-08:00

OH MY GOSH!!!!!....at last...my computer worked...yay...can go online again...lol....its really funny....
at first,i restart it using da main plug alot of tyms....den cannot...after 2 days of trying..still cannot...i was soo damn bored n mad at da computer...den i started 2 hit da comp with my bare hands...i scream lyk hell...den after dat...da com juz start to turn on just lyk dat...haha...im soo hapi nw...anywaes...guys...tag me plz...lol...anywaes...dats all dat happened 2dae...da rest was pure boredom....well,we'll see wad happen at nyte....take care frens....

2006-12-22T17:08:00.000-08:00

Tears Don’t Fall

Let’s go!
With blood shot eyes I watch you sleeping
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me
if she if she new my shame?

There’s always something different going wrong
The path I walk in the wrong direction
There’s always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don’t fall
they crash around me
Her conscience calls
the guilty to come home
Your tears don’t fall
they crash around me
Her conscience calls
the guilty to come home

The moments died, I hear no screaming
The visions left inside me are slowly fading
Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

There’s always something different going wrong
The path I walk in the wrong direction
There’s always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don’t fall
they crash around me
Her conscience calls
the guilty to come home
Your tears don’t fall
they crash around me
Her conscience calls
the guilty to come home

Oh!Yeah!
This battered room I've seen before
The broken bones they heal no more, no more
With my last breath I'm choking, Will this ever end?
I'm hoping,My world is over one more time.

Let's Go![guitar solo]

Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Will she hold me, if she if she knew my shame?

There’s always something different going wrong
The path I walk in the wrong direction
There’s always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don’t fall they crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don’t fall they crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home(Back Down!)
Your tears don’t fall they crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home

2006-12-21T23:01:00.000-08:00

hmm....2dae was a nth special day....didnt go 2 religious klas coz i overslept....den at ard 2,go out with qeena coz she say she can accompany me go buy bullet for my valentine DVD.....we went out...after buying da dvd...we went window shopping...den joke with qeena about her 5 dollars jeans...haha...sry bout dat...den go eat long john...den window shop at penin...while i go see some guitars...showed qeena da guitar i wanna buy....den qeena gt lost 4 a min...haha...damn funny...den after dat...walked 2 bugis...on the way there...we stop at da library 2 get some air con...soo funny...den she keep poking me lah...haha...sumtyms ticklish..sumtyms painfull.....den went 2 bugis 2 see things...den went back hmm...i spent lyk da whole day watching da DVD....its soo cool lah...im soo proud of BFMV....rock on man....

2006-12-19T23:20:00.000-08:00

diz is da pic dat we took at da mrt station...da three bros...wearing BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE shirts!!!!!....haha....<<<>>>......

2006-12-19T22:18:00.000-08:00

hmm....2dae has been raining lyk none stop....haizz....n i got wet...we went 2 citylink mall bcoz naz wanna buy bullet for y valentine DVD which is soo cool lah....im lyk soo damn jealous...haha...nvm...i will buy it 1 day....after dat,we took da train 2 simei...den went 2 da jamming studio....on the way there...there were lyk a lot of muds n puddles of water dat we had 2 overcome dem...den as we're reaching da jamming studio....da rain start 2 get heavy...but luckily we manage 2 get in da building without being soaking wet...diz is da day that i learn a new songi learnt hit the flloor by bullet for my valentine......im lyk soo proud...haha...den we jam 4 1 hour...coz 2dae jabez cant make it bcoz of some stupid class....anywaes....after jamming...the three bros went to my house....by dat tym...we were soaking wet....bcoz me n mus gt splashed by diz huge truck dat gt over a huge puddle of water....we were lyk laughing all da way....haha....naz ran 2 da bus stop but still he got wet...i guess he was slow...haha...anywaes...once we reached my house we change our clothes....i mean i had 2 give my bros smth 2 wear coz if nt,they will be soo cold...haha...hw thoughtful am i:)....den we watch da BFMV DVD dat naz bought....it was soo powerful n great dat i felt lyk im in da concert....we bros were practically singing n knocking ou heads n held our fist in the air lyk we're in da concert...haha...we're soo lame lah...but who cares coz we're at my house...haha....den after watching da DVD....we continued 2 jam at my place i mean...mus tried 2 learn 2 play hand of blood...nt dat gd but with practice...he can do it...lols.....dats all dat happened 2dae....i think tmr will be a very boring day...lets see wad happen tmr...well dats all....see ya!!!....

2006-12-18T22:22:00.000-08:00

PURIFIED PAIN.....dats da name of my band...lols...
vocalist and second guitar:MUS
lead guitarist:zul(me)
bassist and screamo:naz
drummer:jabez
we play bullet for my valentine songs...MY FAVOURITE...LOLS....soo far...we can only play two songs....tears dont fall and hand of blood....but we're slowly learning more songs....must do it 2 be gd...lol...
da logo is done by mus and naz...its damn nice lah...they r lyk really gd at doin diz stuff...but i think diz is da best out of da rest dat they've done...haha...its da truth...anywaes..dats all....tx 4 reading..support PURIFIED PAIN....

juz started

2006-12-18T01:06:00.000-08:00

hey there bloggers.....
juz started blogging....bcoz its lyk recomended by alot of my frenz....hmm...
still dunnoe hw 2 do alot of stuff....gotta get learning....hhas...n gotta stay positive....
watch out 4 another post,aitez....